Self destructive pattern (of_bliss) wrote, @ 2004-12-24 01:39:00

masokista ba ko?
masokista ba ko?
masokista ba ko?
masokista ba ko?

oo mejo.
ganun nga!
ikaw yun
gustong gusto mo yun
pero nakaktulong sayo kaya cge bhla kna

im lOst.
anyone for a cold beer?

shit.
ito na yung cnsabi ko sa sarili ko na :mga pagdadaanan ko pa"
eto na.
eto na sila...
should be ready for this.
parang iba na sha.
parang ibang tao na.
parang di ko kilala
iba iba na trip
di ko na kilala
iba na gustong kasama,
di na ako.
dati ako lang.
shet.
ano ka ba?????

sana antukin nako.
dapat mawala na yung "shic-shic" na yan sa isip ko

pero bukas, bbgay nnman ako.
fake naman ako eh!
ngayon galit.
bukas malumanay.
bukas strong.
mya mya weak.
bukas ma-pride
pero onting salita galing sayo pwede mo na tapakan ung pride ko.

ayokong "humanap ng Iba"
kahit na sa profile ko "talking to someone" ang status ko
oo ang bitter.
ngyn ko lng nagawa to
ayoko ng ganun sa totoo lang.
kasi wala naman tlga akong "someone na kinakausap ngyn"
fuck.
im just trtying to make u think and make u feel jealous

wohoo
shit
high schooollllllllllllll

bad effects.

ive been here before pero cguro mas malala to ng onti.

komplikado.
parang relong made in japan.

gusto ko lng ng good times.
good times
good tiimes
the more i spend time with my friends the lesser i think about u!

but not for long

oh no
im gettng worst?
lubog na ko
anu ba tong life.
can this xmas still be merry?

i hope so.

sana lumambot naman ang mg puso at magmahalan
pride. pride pride.
lets lower em down, holy please..............

i miss you. but i hate you.
waah.
im fucked up,

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