Self destructive pattern (of_bliss) wrote, @ 2004-12-24 01:33:00

gising hanggang 6a.
natulog hanggang 9a.
umuwi ng 12.
tulog ng 2.
gicing ng 9p.
procrastinate.
procrastinate.
procrastinate.
procrastinate.
procrastinate.
baliw
lost.
checked her profile.
fucking new pictures again
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangit
pangitpangit
chinky_eyes!!!!!!!!!
sick gurl!!!!!!
at
wet_once!!!!!!
wf!
watevahhh
ok fine youve lost weight nanamn.
its bcos of all those bacteriasssss.
hay
im lost.
again
and again.
eto na nababaliw
di nnman ako matitigil
kaka isip
kaka isip
at kaka isip
sa kanya.

kelan kaya titigil
kelan kaya matatapos
gusto ko b tlgang tapusin?
o gsto ko lng kalimutan sandali?

"Life is very interesting... in the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths."

oo sana nga.

"If you're going to go through hell... I suggest you come back learning something."

yun na lang ang pampalubag loob.
at least.

but first it shall make me miserable.
eto na.
now na.

im dead.
tumwag sha kagabi pero wala ako sabhay.
di rin ako nag reply.
pride?
ewan ko.
i refuse to be talk to her.
and to be with her.
and to see her.
and to knw anything abt her.
pero sa totoo lang, gusto ko.
namimis ko.
hinahnap hnap ko.
at laging yun ang iniisp ko.

fucked up nnaman/

masaya kaya sha?
ewan ko. cguro. di naman yun maglulungkot lungkotan dahil lng d2.

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

i knw she feels na masayang masaya ako sa kind of 'life' that have ryt now.
kasi i have all the time that i want.
alis dito, punta don, overnyt dito, blah blah blah...

already told glen abt it.

i dunno hanggang kailan kmi gnito?
im taking another step, forward..backward?

mis ko na sha.
miss ko na kame.
lalo ko shang namisss kagabe.
paos ako kaka-kanta. . sa kanya?
baduuy.

shet.
wat to do. wat to do.

"I believe that everything happens for a reason, but I think it's important to seek out that reason - that's how we learn."

-hanging on to that!

merry xmas tomorw.
malabon na ito.
bingo nnman sila.
she wont call me, i know. :(
dpt ko ng itatak yan sa utak.

baliw na ko.
parang timang dito.
non stop typing.
random shit.

im sad.

d na kmi bblik sa dati.
i can sense that.
but i dont want that!!!!

noooooooooooooo
i hate those new pics again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
hello?
i hate you

badtrip

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