|Current mood:|| calm|
so christmas and new year are nearing...
...but i'm in no festive mood whatsoever. everyone else is getting ready for christmas trips, going christmas shopping, planning up a storm for the nye and what-not. but here i am, sitting in front of the computer and doing abso-freakin-lutely nothing. except dreading the fact that i have to work tomorrow and the next day.
by the way, my best friend has already left. and that just adds to my depression. nice one.
anyway. i have a mixed reaction towards my trip back to jakarta. of course i'm excited to see my friends and family again there, but the thing is, my parents won't be there. yeah, call me sad, but i'm afraid i'm gonna be homesick again just like last time. i hope not, though, cos i'll only be going for a month. i guess i'll just have to compensate my sadness with lots and lots of shopping. ooh, that's another reason to go.
oh yes, i went to that 21st i told you about on saturday night. it wasn't bad, but once again, i had the same problem as when i went clubbing on the friday night where i wished i knew a lot more people. it would've been a lot more fun. >.< oh well. but hey, i hope my 21st will be great.
i have nothing else to write. adios.