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Cause its just so simple to explain why I don't believe in certain things.
Cause magically talking with one person can make me believe something I've been trying to understand.
Cause its so easy to just throw out half of who you are and half of what you believe.
Cause its just plain the right thing to do.
Cause its correct.
Cauce its how things are.
Cause I just haven't thought about it enough.
Cause I need another person to look at me and tell me that I'm just a fucking retard that dosn't understand.
Cause I really want another person questioning how I could possibly not believe.
Cause everything should be black and white.
CAUSE A FUCKING MOVIE WILL MAGICALLY MAKE ME BELIEVE!
No, it won't. Why? Because I know the story. I know the Passion. I know it backwards and forwards. I know what happens. I know they treated Jesus horribly. But inside I debate if Jesus was the son of God or if he was just a kind man who convinced himself into lunacy! SO ON THAT NOTE, WHY WOULD A MOVIE ABOUT JESUS MAGICALLY CHANGE MY MIND?
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I BELIEVE. I DON'T KNOW IF I AM CHRISTIAN. I DON'T KNOW IF I BELIEVE IN HELL. I DON'T KNOW IF I BELIEVE IN HEAVEN. I DON'T KNOW IF I BELIEVE IN AN AFTERLIVE OR IN REINCARNATION. I DON'T KNOW ANY OF THIS AND IT WON'T CHANGE UNTIL I HAVE DECIDED.
DO NOT LOOK DOWN ON ME FOR WHAT I DO NOT KNOW. STOP THINKING THAT A CONVERSATION OF YOU TELLING ME WHAT I SHOULD BELIEVE BECAUSE YOU BELIEVE IT AND KNOW IT TO BE TRUE IS GOING TO MAKE ME BELIEVE. IF IT WERE THAT SIMPLE, I WOULD NOT BE HERE RIGHT NOW, I WOULD BE BAWLING MY EYES OUT AND PREPARING TO GO TO STATIONS OF THE CROSS TOMORROW. STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO BELIEVE!!!!!
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