Nameless Face (numbedemotions) wrote, @ 2006-01-30 10:38:00

Current mood:	curious
Current music:	Sarah McLachlin - "Building A Mystery"

Really Long Survey
What is your name?: Justin
Are you named after anyone?: No.
What's your screename?: Same one I've had for years. But do you really think I'm stupid enough to put it here? Think again.
Would you name a child of yours after you?: No. I perfer my childen to have their own individual names. Not living in the shadows of someone else's legacy. Personally I'm not flattered when people name a child after someone. I'm all for making your own legacy.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: I have -no-idea. I imagine Loraine like mom once mentioned.
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Why switch? I like my name.
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: Not really other than Jstn. Or JJ or J. All of the above irk me none too bad except the J or JJ. To me, my immediate thought is "Are you really too damned lazy to type out 'Jay' and be done with it?!". Who knows. Just an odd quirk.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Nope!



Basics
Your gender: "We're men, Menly men! We're men in tights..." Oops! Sorry, Robin Hood: Men In Tights moment. Male.
Straight/Gay/Bi:Straight
Single?: Nope
If not, do you want to be?: -declines to answer-
Birthdate:: Jan 31
Your age:: 25
Age you act: Depends on the day. Som days I choose not to be an adult LOL.
Age you wish you were: Um. 25?
Your height:: 6'6"
Eye color: Blue
Happy with it?: Yes.
Hair color: Naturally? Brunette.
Happy with it?: I use to hate my hair because of the curliness factor, but I've grown to love it quite a lot.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:Multi-talented. Oh. Wait. That translates to ambidextrious.
Your living arrangement:Home Owner
Your family: Too bad you can't choose them like you can friends. In any case, what about them?
Have any pets?: A managerie. 3 cats. Snake, Chinchilla, Spider, 3 horses, 5 wolves (born on our property and we raised them and have a license to keep them). Oh. And we have a frog and lizzard. Kids. Oi. What -will- they drag in next?!
Whats your job?: Asshole
Piercings?: Yes. Tongue, and 4 in each ear. One per lobe, one per cartlidge.
Tattoos?: Yes. One between my shoulder blades, several on my legs, one on my arm and one low on my left hip.
Obsessions?: Cleanliness, Punctuality, Working out.
Addictions?: Does sex count?
Do you speak another language?: Some Spanish, french, german and chinese but none fluently.
Have a favorite quote?: Actually I have two. "For it was not into my ear you whispered but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed but my soul." - Judy Garland. And another. "Without transformation men become wolves on every slight occasion" - Lord Byron.
Do you have a webpage?: Yes but theres not much on it except some poetry and a few other things.

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: Definately. Is there another way to live?
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very. If I weren't, why are most of my friends gay.
Do you have any secrets?: Many.
Do you hate yourself?: At times.
Do you like your handwriting?: LOL. It's chicken scratch but it works lol.
Do you have any bad habits?: Not too many. I get jittery when bored and I tend to drive people crazy with my fidgetting but otherwise, not really.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: Usually gorgeous eyes or great smile.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: An Optimists Guide To The Hopelessly fucked: Living, Loving, dreaming and doing even when your life is constantly in Murphy Mode.
What's your biggest fear?: That I'll somehow end up like Paul.
Can you sing?: Hmm, debatable.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Hell no, if you dont like me as I am.. fuck off.
Are you a loner?: No. Im a social person. But at times I have to have my alone time and my personal space.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: To give my children a better life than I had
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Absolutely! I'm friends with everyone so why the hell not lol.
Are you a daredevil?: Yup. To an extent. I like the adrenaline rush.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate it when I get moody and end up breathing fire at the people who love me and when I close up. It's like Fort Knox. There's no getting in. And I don't even conciously on purpose do it.
Are you passive or agressive?: Both.
Do you have a journal?: Yes.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: Never giving up. Tenacity. Weakness: Being either too cold or too soft. I can't seem to find a middle ground.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: To be less rational and analytical.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes, I have to be.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Like my Grandfather once said "Regret is for those who do not wish to learn grow or change. Regret nothing. Learn from everything."
Do you think life has been good so far?: Well, now that Im adult and on my own, yes. When I lived at home? Does the 13th ring of hell tell you anything?
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Patience.
What do you like the most about your body?: That it's mostly healthy. Otherwise, I like my stomach. I work hard to keep it.
And least?: The fact that I can't keep any body fat. Physically, I can't stand the freckles on my shoulders. The wife loves them. I can't stand it.
Do you think you are good looking?: I figure I'm average. I'm not a dog. I'm not god. Thou I've been told by many that I'm good looking.
Are you confident?: Yes -- to a degree
What is the fictional character you are most like?: I have no idea.
Are you perceived wrongly?: Sometimes yes but usually on purpose. I don't perfer everyone knowing my inside layers so easily so I put off a persona.

Do You...
Smoke?: No. And I gave up smoking pot too except to keep food down after chemotherapy. Or as an absolute need-to basis to wind down my ADHD.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Sometimes.
Pray?: On occasion to whatever is out there.
Go to church?: No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Sure, when I'm online but that's pretty rarely.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No.
Take walks in the rain?: Love it! I'm a water fiend.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Hate is a very strong word. There's few I hate but many I dislike, or strongly dislike. And no, if I don't like someone I don't bother to interact with them.
Drive?: Yes!
Like to drive fast?: *Drops his head* Guilty.

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Sure!
Hurt yourself?: Yes..
Been out of the country?: Yes. Too many to name.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yup.
Been in love?: Yes...
Done drugs?: Actually, not really. Marijuana but nothing heavy.
Gone skinny dipping?: *Grins* YUP!
Had a medical emergency?: Yes.
Had surgery?: Yes.
Ran away from home?: Yes.
Played strip poker?: Yes.
Gotten beaten up?: I was abused as a child. Since I got old enough to fight back? No.
Beaten someone up?: Only if they hurt someone I loved in a manner of violence. Or they threw the first punch.
Been picked on?: All in good fun, yeah.
Been on stage?: Yes!
Slept outdoors?: Absolutely Love Camping!
Thought about suicide?: -declines answering-
Pulled an all nighter?: I lived for years on 2 hours of sleep a night if that some nights and catching 10 minute cat naps here and there so yes I've pulled more than one over nighter.
If yes, what is your record?: I have no idea I think close to a week then I just crashed.
Gone one day without food?: I've gone many days without food. 11 being the most consecutively.
Talked on the phone all night?: No.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?:Yes.
Slept all day?: When my body crashes or Im sick as a dog.
Killed someone?: What kind of idiot would answer this in an online survey most likely going to be put in a public journal. Anyone rather they have or not, who was wise, would decline to answer. So! No comment!
Made out with a stranger?: Yes.
Had sex with a stranger?: Yes. More than once but that was a very long time ago.
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes.
Kissed the same sex?: NO! Yuck!
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Again, YUCK!
Been betrayed?:Oh hell yes. And it still hurts like a mother fucker even now.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes.
Broken the law?: Yes. I've had speeding tickets so yes.
Met a famous person?: Yes.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Yes.
On purpose?: I hunt. And I fish.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Only if it was beneficial to the person. IE it would save their life or some heart ache.
Stolen anything?: When I was a kid.
Been on radio/tv?: Yes.
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Once.
Bungee jumped?: Yes.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: Yes. It'd be arrogant to think we're the only life forms in the damned universe.
Miracles?: Yes.
Astrology?: To a degree...
Magic?: Define magic.
God?: I'm more spiritual than religious. So I believe in a higher power/powers. I'm not sure what to believe.
Satan?: I believe in some form of greater evil but I wont name it/them.
Santa?: In the -spirit- of Santa? And what Santa stands for? Yes. But Santa Claus? No. Technically Santa Claus is a derrivitive of a real life man they called St. Nick who's real name really was Kris Kringle.
Ghosts?:No. Spirits? Yes. Ghosts and spirits are not one in the same.
Luck?: A certin ammount of it.
Love at first sight?: No. Lust at first sight but not love. Love has to take time to grow and mature.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yeah I agree with that. In every bit of good there is some bad and in every bit of bad there is some good.
Witches?: Not as in the cackling turn you into a frog type witch. But Wiccans and Pagans are 'witches'. So what's to believe. It's a religious fact.
Easter bunny?: Um no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes. Absolutely yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: Sure! Why not?
Do you wish on stars?: Yeah sometimes but I don't expect anything to come from it.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Not exactly.
Do you think God has a gender?: Im not sure what to believe honestly. Im kinda agnostic so who knows.
Do you believe in organized religion?: NO!
Where do you think we go when we die?: I think that when we die, our souls move on to help others.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes
Who is your best friend?: Trace, and Sid
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: The two mentioned above.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: The thing my grandfather said about regret.
Your favourite inside joke?: If I told you it wouldn't be an inside joke now would it. And it's likely no one will understand the following statement except the one ment to but "The Black Hole".
Thing you're picked on most about?: My constantly bouncing mind.
Who's your longest known friend?: Trace.
Newest?: Hm. Shannon?
Shyest?: Hmmmmmm.Trevor.
Funniest?: Trace.
Sweetest?: Sid.
Closest?: Trace and Sid.
Weirdest?: All my friends are weird LOL.
Smartest?: I'm not sure. That's debateable.
Ditziest?: Trevor.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Melody. Not on a romatic level. Just a frienship level.
Last person you talked to online?:A friends fiance', Rob.
Who do you talk to most online?: Ermmm. No one really.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Ell.
Who do you trust most?: Trace and Sid.
Who listens to your problems?: The two above.
Who do you fight most with?: My mom.
Who's the nicest?:All of them!
Who's the most outgoing?: Trace.
Who's the best singer?:Hmm. Sid.
Who's on your shit-list?: None of my friends.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: I have before but not my closest friends, thats only happened once. Now Ell and I were friends when we started dating and we slept together but Im not sure that would qualify.
Who's your second family?: My best friends but I wouldn't consider them my 'second' family. They're more my family than anyone.
Do you always feel understood?: No.
Who's the loudest friend?:Gregg.
Do you trust others easily?:Hell no.
Who's house were you last at?: I can't remember actually.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Kassandras -- but shes gone now.
Do your friends know you?: People who consider me their friend? Not usually. People who I consider -my- friends, Yes. I have many aquaintances and few friends. Friend is an earned term.
Friend that lives farthest away: I've got some in other countries so pick a country!

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: No way
What do you find romantic?: Quiet nights with the person I love just spending time together talking, doing something watching a movie, or nothing at all. Every day moments can be romantic if they're with the person you love.
Turn-on?: Curiosity, wits, intelligence, confidence. Open mindedness. There's a lot.
Turn-off?: Close mindedness, Arrogance, Egocentricism, Abusive people, theres a lot here too.
First kiss?: *Smiles* When I was like 10. Her name was Mindy.
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel?: It's happened before. It makes me feel akward. But I make it known as tastefully as possible that I'm not interested in no uncertian terms.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them? Yes but Im finished dating. I'm in a committed relationship.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Sure! Why the hell not? Boldness is sexy!
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv: ....I'm not sure. Yes. I could be but if I didn't find them physically attractive to me, I wouldnt date them. There has to be some spark for a relationship to work and without some physical spark, it just wont work. But just because I dont find the personal physically attractive it doesn't mean that they are infact unattractive. It just means that I am not attracted to them. Attraction and attractiveness is in the eye of the beholder.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I've been told I am so I suppose so.
What is best about the opposite sex?: Depends on the woman. But I really like legs and I'm a butt man.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: If there's a bad thing about the female body I haven't discovered it yet *grins*
What's the last present someone gave you?: A story written especially for me.
Are you in love?: -declines comment-
Do you consider your significant other hot?: Use to.

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: Kass.
You wanted to kill?: I plead the 5th.
That you laughed at?: Trace
That laughed at you?: Elethia
That turned you on?: -declines comment-
You went shopping with?: I don't remember.
That broke your heart?: I plead the 5th.
To disappoint you?: My mother.
To ask you out?: Maria, not only did she ask me out but she propositioned me in which she was firmly and in not so nice a manner, clearly, shot down.
To make you cry?: ... I decline to answer.
To brighten up your day?: Trace.
That you thought about?: My kids
You saw a movie with?: My fellow business partners.
You talked to on the phone?: Ell.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Rob.
You saw?:Dad
You lost?: Don't recall.

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Later, yes.
Will it be with your significant other?: Unfortunately no.
Or some random person?: My dad actually I'm planning on going to look at a house he likes with him.
What are you wearing right now?: There's these nifty things called clothing. I have them on. However at night I perfer to sleep in the color clear AKA nothing.
Body part you're touching right now:: I'm not?
What are you worried about right now?: Tonight with Nathan, Mitchell and Aaron to pay for getting to be ..'free' next week for a while.
What book are you reading?: None right now.
What's on your mousepad?: Actually it's a mouse pad and calculator in one. It's pretty neat.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Calm, Quiet, Contemplative, Stressed, Emotionally frazzled
Are you bored?: Not really.
Are you tired?: No I actually slept like a baby last night!
Are you talking to anyone online?: Rob.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?:No.
Are you lonely or content?:Just here.
Are you listening to music?: When am I NOT listening to music.

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