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|Current music:||John Mayer - Your Body Is A Wonderland|
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I gave Frank a hickey...but I'm not gay, I swear I am NOT gay! I was stealing Frank and Amanda told me I couldn't because she's given him more hickies...so I just went right for his neck. I think I completely scared him into shock. Sorry Frank, everyone else thought it was funny at least. So let's see...update time. I made dinner for Maggie on Friday, that was pretty funny. I decided earlier in the week to make her dinner cause' she seemed kinda down and having something to look forward to is nice, so we set up Friday night and everything. Alright we decided on steak so I borrowed Megan's grill and some lighter fluid, well we put the lighter fluid in the grill for transport. Yeah well it wasn't closed all the way. So I take out the grill, put some charcoal in it and light it. Now I bought insta-light charcoal so I didn't use any more fluid. I light it and everything is fine so I put the steak on, all of a sudden poof, fire and charred steak. So yeah, had to throw it out...not cool. I made chicken instead. Dinner wasn't bad, it could have been better but hey, no one got sick! So we're eating and I brought up that I was going to a party and we keep talking and it turns out that we were going to the same party. Coincidences are fun! So we go the party and we take JP with us, it's decided that I'm DD since I'm not drinking any time soon. It was a beer pong party thrown by my old crew at their apartment in University Club. It was so good to see most of them but something really started to bother me when I realized that Brian was avoiding me. Something happened last year that he apparently still has a grudge about. Total buzz kill right there, it became much more evident when Jen and Jenn showed up and both of them ignored me until after they started drinking. Sean kept staring at me too, throw in Hank and Clint looking over at me from about five feet away, pointing at me, and talking amongst themselves made me feel so special. Oh, and some drunk girl wouldn't stop staring at me and trying to talk to me, sorry but I don't do the sober and drunk thing, if you're drunk and I'm not no way am I going to acknowledge anything going on, I find it very, Very, VERY wrong to take advantage of anyone, especially with alcohol involved. After the party we went to get food...that was an adventure. Wendy's was packed and this one guy was being way too loud and way too obnoxious, I so wanted to punch him in the face. After food we went to Tabby's and hung out there for a bit. Then I went home to go to sleep. Saturday was bonfire night. Frank decided to make spaghetti for everyone before we went so after we ate JP and I left to get the fire started and everyone else left after they watched Pirates of the Caribbean. I had a lot of fun but something happened towards the end that got me thinking about stuff I didn't really want to so I wen to JP's car to sit and think. I tried so hard to not let it eat at me but it did anyway and I'm sorry to everyone that was worried and had to witness, extra thanks to those that offered and extra extra special thanks to the person that did their best to help, and to that person you really did even if you don't think you did. Everything is cool now and I'm feeling a lot better. Today I hung out with Gabe and then went to FP to do a load of laundry. Other than that I hung out with Tabby, Amanda, Frank, Dan, and JP. We went to McDonalds and had a bunch of fun. That leads all the way up to the hickey story and after that happened I came home. I'm really tired, didn't sleep well last night and I've been up for nearly 20 hours so I'm off to bed. It's nice when the good in life is outweighing the bad, and that's definately part of why I'm so lucky right now. Peace.