|Current mood:|| drained|
ok so i could go on forever about liking guys, and shit that has gone on this summer but right now im gunna bitch about how shitty my life seems to be right now....
ok well first off i was very rudely awaken today by my least favorite person in the world at this moment...my friend stacy who can talk you ear off....BOTH OF THEM.... then i had to get up and get the phone in which she was calling me....then i got up very early and told myself i had to be in a good mood...that obviously turned against me.....but anyways back to my shitty ass day! so i got up and did my usual routine and then i had to go to a nearby town and help stacy move into her new house....so we are there from like 1 till like 4 with one other friend of mine there...then she left and i was alone with stac.....so she decided to go and get her bf....oh and btw im single......and so stac and her bf are like making out in front of me....makes me feel like shit!!
so we (me stac and andy) are sitting at andys house and he go inside for a drug deal....yea makes me feel even better...(im not into drugs/drinking/pre-marital sex) so i was like pissed and stac does pot and shit and she was like yea sometime im gunna do it in front of all my friends cuz im sick of covering it....so yea....then andy comes back from the drug deal and sits in stac's car and starts to pack a bowl.....right next to me!!! i was gunna puke!! but then he smoked it while driving through town!! agh!!! i was so pissed!!
but oh wait it gets even better!! so i finally get to leave at fricken 1030 and since i was in the town this guy im sorta "dating" so i decided to give him a call to see if he wanted to do anything....yea well i called him and he was out at a party...getting drunk and i didnt wanna see/talk to him much....so that pissed the fuck outa me...but yea he was like yea i'll call you tomorrow....and i was gunna say you havent ever kept to that saying before so why should i believe you now?...but i didnt....cuz i was so pissed! ugh!! but yea then i got home and all my firends are like worrying about me cuz i feel like shit and i just wanna like fall off the face of the earth.....
but eh....what can ya do....???? shit will get thrown in your face....just pick it up and throw it back right?...well i cant cuz i dont know what the fuck to do!!! ugh!!! this blows!!!!