| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | fuck you |
boredom
so im stuck at home on a saturday night and it sucks. i got all ready to go out but yet im here doing nothing. just getting confused because im trying to create a community. this sucks. im tired but still want to go out. and i hate everyone right now. bleh today is just bleh.
my dadys new "girlfriend" or whatever they are just came over tonight and she is nice. i like her. she is vietnamese. my dad and his asian girls.
grr im so freaking annoyed right now. eff you eff everyone. i wish everyone wanted to hang out and i wish that my dad would let me do whatever i wanted. i feel so freaking little and stupid. yea im 16 but i act way older and hang out with older people so i should be treated older too. i dunno i want so fucking freedom thats all i know
brandon is coming to el cajon and he wont be visiting me. i hate when he does that. i feel left out or whatever that feelign is.
this journal is gonna be a lot of ranting and raving and letting out my feelings so if you dont wanna get into it, i suggest you stop reading.
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