|Current mood:|| hopeful|
|Current music:||good charlotte-changes|
... still holding on a saturday
i remember sitting there
watching the way your lips moved
and all i could think about is if you were truly happy.
i was so comfortable i would do anything to make you not go.
the sun caught your eyes and i fell head over
heels before i even realized i was standing in the first place
the natural light reveals all i need to know
and lights up the contours of you face
and i think you maybe,might have started to glow?
did you not see that im captivated
now that i don't have you.
and you seem so gone.
you say don't deserve you,
you say for too long i did you wrong.
i sat in the car and swore i wouldn't get out
but you begged me to let you go...
and you were right, i would regret not kissing you.
but you always leave, you always walk away...
God- don't you see i am more than some
girl you just leave waiting on those steps?
i've bled so many tears on those steps where you left me
with some foolass last words
and some heartless goodbyes
i am more...
now i know your gone-there's no hope.
my whole body's sore
my eyes are blurred
but i don't want to sleep.
is this what it feels like to miss you?
you put me on a pedalstool
how could that not be good enough?
i took everything for granted.
im sorry im not everything you want me to be
its sad because you are the closest thing to perfect
but the farthest thing from me.