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the not-so anonymous but cruel intentioned couple.
ohhh the superficiality of this brentwood bubble i currently live in. i recently discovered the superficiality of the people i surround myself with,which i must say is quite upsetting they are more just mere acquaintances or what have you.
but honestly, its disgusting.
Ill explain- for example crowding around in a teacher's room to read someone's "narcisitic"((i believed mr.[oh yes mr.] anonymous put it) view of a friday night and sit around and have everyone gawk and overanalyze and pick at every phrase. Then add a clever yet cruel, but not disheartening comment, only because it comes from someone with no heart or scruples. I would describe him, or mr.anonymous (who i have found has shared many thoughts on my journal) as the one that strives so hard to be 'emo' and different and 'hardas*' as possible, a transparent fasod, and fails and falls on his face repeatedly and literally. Not to mention constantly talking about fabricated tripping, intoxicated, under the influence stories, and complaining about the horrible nights he's driven himself to where he finds himself too drunk to drive his pitiful self home,and who(not suprisingly) no one sympathizes for. he is someone that can't even find himself, much less his as*hole from a hole in the ground.
Mm..Then there is the seemingly innocent accomplice who has been a false steadfast companion throughout the years. The one that is so disgustingly worried about the way people think, that she would go to the trouble of picking out her *outfit of the day* the night before, overly self motivated and pushing everyone that has ever been close to her away because of her self-centered mindset and superior egotistical tone and 'all bark no bite' looks.
Honestly, im sick of it all. I'm sick of having friends that reek of christian hypocrites. So quick to put judgement on others and talk about others and point out others flaws but did they ever step back to look at their own, you think you don't have them? You are all sadly mistaken. Too afraid to say what you want to someone's face you have to post it an anonymous comment on a blurty? Get a backbone you spineless excuse of a man and say the meaningless load of b.s. you say to everyone else to my face instead of creating a riot in 8th period study hall and then waving and smiling to me in the hall. Haha and the fact that i even asked "who would write such a thing" and a certain girl so scared of confrontation who can't even look me in the eyes to say "i don't know..bla bla." oh really you don't know, that's funny because it was your boyfriend, or exboyfriend, on again off again emo companion or.. wait whatever he is to you this week. you know there is this saying in spanish "Nomienta" or "don't lie" ... maybe that's something yall should write a poem about or sit and ponder about when you are stoned, drunk or 'tripping' and 'gather your thoughts' about or what not. Because you know what, that reality check i was talking about that was right around the corner, well this is it, im around the corner, and i was asked to say 'hello' to a certain someone when i came to my reality.. so Hello Cody James! and thanks for all your anonymous thoughts.
and um, oh by the way how does it feel to be completely and totally called out?
you can ask yourself that after you are done reading it to everyone outloud in a certain teacher's class.