|Current mood:|| calm|
|Current music:||Neutral Milk Hotel- Love Song to Jesus "I Love Jesus Christ"|
oh focus wednesdays- the thrill of feeling as if you are getting away with something by getting out of school at noon. lovely, absolutely lovely.
Mmm.. today was just one of those days you just realize "life goes on", just like "the show must go on", so MUST life.
Today was a day where i just wanted to sit and soak everything in and savor every morsel of today, and just watch and see how life goes on with or without you.
Even when you think the earth and time stands still and all eyes are on you and you feel as if "your world" is crashing down and there is nothing after this... its just simply not true... life is going on.
_When we got out of school there were rays of sunshine in the biting February wind and everything looked and felt happy.
It just makes me want to stop and thank You, when everything is falling apart You come through, and give me the most beautiful sunset i've seen in awhile- it all fades when its something you do.
And because of that today was the first day i got to do one of my most favorite things-
roll down the windows,put the sun-roof up and smell spring's fresh cut grass that is just around the corner.
ahhh.. and i got to fill my head with spring and summer hopes and thoughts of the memories we will make. And as the road gets longer so does this drive- and it reminds me of where its about to end...and the bittersweet thought of graduation and leaving everything certain comes to mind, and well, the thought of being alone....
i pulled up in the driveway and just sat there and looked up through the sun-roof. It was about 7ish and everything looked so calm and the sky was beautiful and dark blue.
it makes you realize there is so much more out there, you just have to wait, and let it come to you*