| Current mood: | depressed |
| Current music: | Stand By Your Man:Tammy Wynette |
Recently on IM SO LOST
well right now im just all confused about this world...lets see holly and wes broke up and they were like 5 yrs together....he cheated on her and come to find out suposedly tonys whole family knew...soo...yeah...not good...me and don had a big blow out about chelsea(dont know if its spelled right dont care)...and something i just want to say cuz its on my mind now not that im hiding it.....why is it that he gives me crap about guys...i dont do ne thing but love him and him alone...anyways the fight is over and ive forgiven....i mean i love him...and no matter what he does ill forgive him and be there ready to hold him and take care of him...i just hope that from now on hes honest about the girls i duno what it would do if i had to find out again that annother girl is sexy cute beautifull has nice boobs...cuz really now all i want to to is loose weight get a boob job and be something im not...cuz she got his attention really bad and lol...i duno..everything i thought was stable and in stone...is like crumbling apart and it just reminds me of why i was so dark and gloomy and self harmful....i love donovan heart and soul and i will never leave him....and this if he ever reads it may do it in...but i know that i loved him with everything i had...and he will be the last one...he will be
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