Life is Grand! Grand is a confused happiness!
ok Wow! These past few days have been interesting. On Friday I had a great time! I had a lot of fun though really did not do much. Mike, Wes, Billy and I went to Indy and walked around. I was so glad that I was hangin with Mike again...I have not got a chance to hang with him in a really long time. I miss him. Well not anymore I do not have to miss him cause we are starting to hang more. He is really awesome! Anywho. On Saturday, yeah buddy talk about lettin the old times roll. Saturday night was awesome! Patty, my Mommy and I went out and had some major fun at the horse races. I have not laughed that much in a long while. Saturday morning at work was interesting. I was still having a good day from Friday....and then like in the middle of the day BAM holy god my sickness like kicked me. Being sick is not kewl, but anywho. Sunday was interesting. Work was alright. Way Busy. After work Nikki and I actually talked like we were friends. Which was fun-filled. I tryed to walk home or whatever...but Chance stopped me and was all yelling at me to get in the car and then what actually made me was when he was like come on I have not given you a ride in a long time and for some reason that was like I do not know but I got in his car and he took me home. When I got home I went a few places with my mother then I work on my room and started on my homework..Then I talked to some friends on the net or whatever...yeah buddy. Then Chris came over...let me tell you....what a time. At first we just talked like everything was all good or whatever...then I was all like I have a bone to pick with you and some questions to ask and junk like that. I was all like ok well what is going on? He was like with what and I was all like with everything...and after a while of this and that he was like with us? and I was like yeah...and he told me that he did not know and he then asked me the same question....and after some of this and that I was all like well this is how I feel and I told him everything and he was all like telling me that I did the same thing to him and I told him that I am not about to be all like HEY and junk to someone who does not even introduce me as his girl or whatever and we had that long convo and we both cried.....I can not handle to see someone cry and he was talking and he did and I was like holy god I can not look at him or I am going to cry and damn it I had to look and I started leaking too...and he told me this and that then I felt like the biggest ass after that...then I told him about this and that and he was all like so what are we going to do and I was like well I came up with a lot of things to do ....but I do not know right now. I told him one thing that I was going to do was just tell him that we are no more at all...and other things were a bit different....and so we are just going to talk about all of that later. Now we both know where one another stands. I think I know what I am going to do and I know that he is not really going to like it as of this time...but he will understand it better as time goes and if he doesn't then well I suppose it was for the better...or maybe it is going to be something that I go back on and wish I did not do ...but who knows. We will just figure everything our soon. Anywho....well my sickly self is about to go lay down so I do not get sick again......like as in praying to the porsolin god...yeah buddy...well iwill talk to all ya'll laters. cough cough cough cough cough.....that will be most of the convo....lol cause that is what I sound like ever 3 mins.