| Current mood: |  stressed |
| Current music: | "Your Name Here"-AFI |
What's Wrong, Who's Right? I Take It All To Heart. Your True Colors Start To Show...
I have work to do, and it's Friday. I'm stressed out. And it's Friday. Eh. This is what I get before going to California. Well at least I have Nicole's party tomorrow. I know I can go, but my mom might get mad at me for a petty thing and not let me go! And I'll hate if that happens. I have every subject to finish. I don't even know if I can bring my guitar to California. What's gonna happen? I don't know.
Best thing I've said all week: "You clean Davey Havok's Docs!"
Best thing to hear this week: "Many local bands are getting recognition here in LI. Such as Thursday, Brand New, Taking Back Sunday, and Glassjaw. There might just be a music scene emerging here."
I went to Orchestra lessons. I like playing my viola but my guitar is the best of all. Every time I see a guitar, I always want more. If I even have all of them in the world, I still want more. I guess as Ethan said, that makes me a true musician. And he said that whoever thinks that a band can work without a bass guitarist is NOT a musician. Well now. Hm. Woah...ok well Jimmy just IMed me asking if I wanted to see SOR, but I already saw it. I felt bad for saying no, but what else could I say? I didn't have a ride. But it was nice of him for thinking about me. YOU CAN DO IT! Sorry, I love that voice! So what's wrong with me, everyone's asking? I don't know. Maybe I do know but I'm not saying anything. I noticed, that today, I am strong. I have muscles. But anyway, my head hurts. The light is shining in my face! I don't like the sound of laughter or the sun. They are both my enemies. I was in a really shitty-ass mood this whole week. I have nothing to say, but I did. I hate it when this happens! I need to go get a new CD player on a count of that my old one is so totally fucked up. I want to go to an AFI concert so badly but nnnnoooo they aren't coming around here. And Rancid in NYC=sold out! That makes me mad. That's why I don't like being in NY. I want those tickets so fucking bad but I'd rather get AFI tickets. Yeah many must think I'm insane for saying that. But i've seen Rancid before, so you know what I'm satisfied. I want to see AFI, and make the best out of it. I'll fucking jump on the stage and tackle Davey or something! I want to see them so bad! Well I have to go. I really don't but I just feel like leaving. I'm probably gonna update later...maybe later today. Bye.
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