| Current mood: |  uncomfortable |
| Current music: | "Go To Sleep'-Radiohead + "Transference"-AFI |
Something Big Is Happening...
I really had an urge to update twice in one day. I guess I feel...bored? But I was sleeping almost the whole day. Anemic? No. I don't think so. I'm a little too chubby to be anemic...even though being anemic doesn't entirely depend on your weight. Yes, finally, Go To Sleep. I know it took me forever to get it. I love this song. Sweet salvation...I wish I had more to write but I forgot it all. It always happens. First of all. I know this. I'm hated, or at least not known. Ricky acts like he doesn't know me. But fuck him. The only person that may notice me that's in a higher grade is Rob. Travis doesn't talk to me. Fuck it. Mike gets mad at me and pretends that he didn't do anything the next day. I don't even do anything to piss him off. He probably just forgets it all. By the time you see this, I may have overdosed on cough medicine. And I don't even have to cough! So anyway. I played my guitar. I love my guitar. My ax is my comfort. My ax is my companion. I can lick my ax and no one can stop me. I'm gonna go to sleep soon. Just like the song title says. I need to change. I need to sleep. I'm going to jump out my car one day. I guess being smart doesn't pay off for anything except for good grades. Life is always like that. Looks. Not personality. Damn that's the most fucked up thing in society. I think whoever doesn't give personality a chance should burn in hell. I can be smart, but I do have good taste in music. Not as some people would even go that deep. Just look at me: bleh. My intelligence: high so-bleh. So everyone hates that. But guess what. I'm not going to be stupid for people to like me. I won't look for anyone. I don't need a lover because I can love myself. But it always pisses me off. Personality ...looks. I seriously think I have a nice personality once you get to know me. And if you call me a fucking poser, fuck you. That means you don't know me and you should get a life. I can really be nice, but when I want to be alone, I want to be alone. Everyone, learn from that. Fuckin' A. I AM A SHITFACE. No. Wait. You are.
Get it? I'm fine now.
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