I'm laying here in my bed, on christmas eve... stalking my ex on facebook. It took me a while to find him... but I did.. and well, I gotta say... I'm a complete fucking asshole.
I obsess over being in a relationship,and everyone that ive ever dated is always on my mind. IDK what to do about it. And I looked at his facebook, and realized how much of an asshole I was to him, and then I let him use me, and then I was an asshole again for good reason the last time. Now we dont speak, and I have been really missing him.
Is this part of my problem? I'm hoping not. I'm hoping that I wont have to think about him, or anyothers as time goes on, and me and him broke up in 2005. So you would think, 5 years later, I'm over it... =[
My exes come in and out of my life frequently. and IDK why. It irks me..