| Current mood: |  tired |
What I hate most about not sleeping well, is that when I'm tired, it brings on my stuttering. And when I'm stressed as well. I've been both stressed and tired lately. It's not been fun. Fortunately, staying with Kelly makes it easier. He's used to the stuttering, so it's not like I get odd looks from him, and he has the patience for it.
I finally talked to Tressa again. We had a calm, rational conversation. She doesn't hate me, and said she sort of saw something like this coming. She knew it would be a challenge to try and be an important part of my life when Kelly's always going to be number one in my eyes. She knew from the start that Kelly means the world to me, she just never fathomed the extent of our relationship. I told her I never thought it would extend this far myself, but I had always hoped it would.
I'm not so sure she's understanding of all of this, per se, but she's not hating on me with a fiery passion and wishing for my slow and painful demise or anything, so that's a plus!
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