feelings colliding once more
Feeling extremely empty inside and vulnerable. Why? Not sure. Just do. My head aches and I feel as though my heart's ready to explode. I have so many mixed emotions and thoughts. So many different feelings over so many different situations. I haven't gotten my meds refilled yet. See what happens? It's truly pathetic when you have to take Zoloft to feel at least half normal, to conjure up just a tiny bit of happiness. Pathetic, eh? Yes, truly pathetic.
Talked to my mom about wanting to move. Dad already wants to move to Ohio, for some odd reason. I want something new. A new enviroment, new people. But, then again, I'm not for sure if that's what I want. I mean, I regretted moving from my old town and that's only some odd miles away. If I move there will only be ew I miss but those few will be missed greatly. I just don't know anymore.
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