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been thinking about the situation with Brown Eyes
Just got back from taking my dad to the bus station with Ericka and my mom. Cold as hell. Ericka came along because when it comes to driving in the snow, my mom freaks. Panic attacks. Ericka was there to calm my mom down because I'm no help. I tell her to get over it when she's freaking because she needs to get over driving in winter. She's thirty seven the 12th. Of course, I have no room to talk. I almost went through an old abandoned house when Nate took me driving! *funny, funny*
"Are you stuck inside of a world you hate?"
Welcome to my Life/ Simple Plan
No school, yet again... Still dreading going back.
Going to see if I can stay with Dezzie this weekend. It'll piss Ashley off because she's so clingy but she'll have to live with it because I don't put up with that bull and she tries and makes me feel guilty every time I do something with someone else. I mean, she's not my only friend.
I decided that I don't want a relationship right now with Brown Eyes, even if I have a chance because I want a meaningful thing with him. He's too special to just date for fun. Until he grows up and gets over the whole "I'll fuck anything" stage in his life. I'm not ready to give myself up just to please him. I want to be ready. I want to give myself up for me. Of course, Brown Eyes knows nothing of this. I'm sure he realizes that I care for him and both Ashley and Dezzie have said he looks at me more than just a friend OR fuck. Enough of my ramblings for now.
l8er dayz,
casey elizabeth
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