| Current mood: | so so happy..i cant explain!!! |
| Current music: | the television |
oh my gosh..tonite was awesome...agh...i feel so much better...markys home so he came over..so i went to bris..and for the first hour..we sat on the opposite side of the couch..and slept...then after dinner he kept lookin at me...so i asked him what was wrong..and hes like..nothing..so i made him get up and give me a hug..and i felt so weird..i was nervous..so then we sat down next to each other..and we started goofin off..and then he kissed me..it was the most amazing kiss..ever..seriously...i stoped in the middle and said.."would you think i was crazy if i told you i had butterflies?" and he answered "i kno what you mean" gosh.. :D then we were all cuddly for the rest of the nite..and he kept tellin me he loved me..it was so sweet..then wen i left he walked me out...and we stood in the driveway for like 20 min..cuz we didnt wanna let go...we just hugged..and hugged..so awesome..well then he looked at me..and said from now on its gotta go back to normal..and that we cant do that anymore..and how much we NEED each other...which is so true...but hes right ..if were on a break..we cant do that..lol...i just cant wait till the break is over... hmmm
always and forever ..:his.pretty.little.baby:..
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