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hey all...hows everything going...good hopefully...
last nite i was hanging out with bri..and well im single for now....
we were watching hook..and then some other movie came on and i feel asleep and he kept trying to get me to get up..but i didnt..then finally around 1 er so..he woke me up and i was all grumpy cuz i always am wen i wake up..so we started to walk outside.and we started arguing..about me being a bitch..and i admit i was...so then finally after talkin for a bit..he went to give me a hug..then backed away saying it didnt feel right..then he said magen i need to tell you something..and i asked him what and hes like i'll just tell ya tomorrow cuz i wanna think about it..and stuff..i kept asking him what it was..and hes like im not telling you because it will send you home crying..so i looked at him and said your not gonna break up with me are you...and he said that we should take a break..cuz all we do is argue anymore...which is kinda true...i mean we've been together for about 2 years..what do ya expect...so i started crying..and he hugged me..and we talked for like an hour and a half about everything..and gosh..last nite all i could think about were the bad things...like him being with someone else..and him realizing he doesnt really love me..ya kno..and i dont wanna loose him..he means so much to me..
he kept telling me that it doesnt mean he hates me..and were still gonna hang out..and stuff..but not as often..and everything...and today i've been thinking..hes right...about..a month ago i was talkin to stephy..i was thinkin it would be a good idea to take a break..and i just forgot about it..cuz i cant think of me not being with my bri bri.. but ya kno its time..and we still love each other more than ever...we just need time apart...
this morning..mom picked me up from stephs at like 9 and took me to dougs...then she went to get the truck washed/fixed whatever...but she left me her phone..and around noon er so..i called him..cuz i was bored..and i just needed to hear his voice..cuz even tho im upset over him..hearing it would make me happy...so we talked..and he asked me how i was..and things like that...it made me feel so good to kno he wanted me to be ok...its nice to kno...that things are fine..and were not fighting er anything..well ya kno they say if ya love something let it go..and if it comes back it was ment to be..well im hoping..it was really meant to be..cuz....
i love MY bri bri with all my heart and always will
and he will always be my bri bri no matter what
and i will always be...
..:his.pretty.little.baby:..
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