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*sigh* I'm tired....I shouldn't be, I've slept a lot, but thats partly from getting a shot for my head. That shit sucks, ya know it? Like I said, I put things on hold a lot, my head is one of those things. I wish it wasn't that way, but I can't really do much about my head
believe me I've tried.
So I'm hoping to go to the ICP Hells Pit concert over Thanksgiving, I somehow have doubts that I'll get to, even with Robby being here, it takes money to go to one of those things remember. Having to get suff for the house, that will take a lot of the extra. On top of that Robby made plans to go to some dinner that's going to be fairly expensive and he wants to save up for that, tells me AFTER he made the arrangements, and now on top of that I have to get some gender specific present that costs about 10 bucks for going with. Dammit this is BS, I hate the whole gift exchange between myself and people I don't even know FUCK. Why does he do this? It's cool he wants to go but couldn't he have at least asked me about it? I don't know what chicks like. Well....bubble bath right? And lotion? That kind of shit right? I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm a chick, but I, I don't do a lot of the chick stuff. I don't buy candles for the scent, in fact I prefer un-scented. I don't like lotion, the only lotion I use, it to keep my face from falling off in the pile of skin that's to dryed out it looks like corn flakes. I don't do my hair to the last detail, ya know what goes into my hair? Water and a brush THAT'S IT Last time I used hairspray was more than 2 years ago, and don't think I liked it. I do enjoy animals, as a lot of girls do, but not the same kind as you'd expect from a girl. No small dogs, no no no no no all right? I have a 125 pound st. bernard and I was honestly hoping for her to get bigger than that, but this way she'll stay healthier. I dunno, I guess I can be "girly" I do enjoy jewlery, most of what I have is kinda manly though, except my rings, excluding the class ring. I don't know. But the point is, I don't know what to get a chick for 10 bucks; chances are I'll be getting something I don't like, so why should I care? Ha, I just worked that problem out while writing it to you.
Sorry for rambling on like this, and any female who reads this, I'm not trying to offend anybody. I know there are girls who don't like lotion and smelly things, or small dogs, etc, etc. I'm speaking out of the girl stereotype, deal with it :-p