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Elithraniel (nebride) wrote,
@ 2003-07-23 04:56:00
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    Current mood: creative
    Current music:Disarm - Smashing Pumpkins

    Naked Eggs! O_O;
    I can't believe that there are truthfully people that don't care. Don't mistake me, I can understand the yearning to detach yourself from all emotion...it, in fact, is a smart alternative, however, if you are to look inside yourself...you'll ascertain emotional despair, glee, and love. No matter if you detached yourself from the sense of sentiment, it was once there... Does that not make it important? Is it not the only thing that will truly set you free?

    Today was quite the monotonous day, just a further trip into my mind. I had a few inane dreams to set in motion...one was about blonde hair. O.o; *Ahem.* Erm, furthermore, I ran across some more people. Negative human beings seem to absentmindedly hand me accepted wisdom and contemplation. Sometimes I cannot help but love and feel commiseration for them, only to be disliked in return. Heh, I love taking trips upon the human mind. Lol, I realize that makes me sound outlandish, but it's sort of a journey in its simplicity.

    It hurts me to find the people I love think of me as conceited for my esteem of language rules. If they talked to me in real life, and perceived the sound of my voice, they'd think of it has widespread speech. I am truly not pretentious, I, in all actuality, hate myself to my near demise. I do have faith in myself, but even so... Perhaps it simply isn't there for some people. I guess you can stick a label on me as a loner. I'd like not to be, but that's the mode of by I'm acknowledged.

    My life has changed so much. I recall the bike rides through the woods of which was replaced with a mere locality, the family rides in autumn, but family has been set apart...the happiness that was once what I lived with in spirit, is now what I anticipate... How I long to be myself again. Immaturity is what conveyed me freedom, but subsequently my mind opened up...and it hasn't been the same since. These memories I have, however, bring a smile and a tear to my face. Although, as I get older I'll look back on this depression, and wish it to never be there... I'm continually misapprehended. When will this end? Is this apart of life? All I can do is be optimistic for the current time being.

    Heh, all right, cut the loser-like paragraphs. XD I took a few tests, so here are my results. ^^

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    entrancing
    You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
    your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
    he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
    that never lessens and always blows your
    partner away like the first time.


    What kind of kiss are you?
    brought to you by Quizilla

    *Sweat-drop; falls over anime style.*

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    EARTH is your chinese symbol!


    What Chinese Symbol Are You?
    brought to you by Quizilla

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    Moon Goddess
    Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks
    about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty,
    right?


    What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
    brought to you by Quizilla

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    *Laughs.* If you say so, Quizilla! Right, well, I suppose this is once again all I can pronounce. 'Til tomorrow. ^^

    - Inside My Shell I Wait and Bleed



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