|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||nothing youd know, cuz im a music snob|
many thoughts, too little drugs
so only three benadryl left. and i need four to trip, maybe to sleep. but its already 3:45 AM.
lots of thoughts. many of ex... so in love. but really? so much feeling. really all i want is... what we had the other night. but with realness. i want what we had last year. with everything worked out.
and really off and on i just want cute boys. to make out with them and have them think im hot.
im pretty tired. running a mile will do that to you. but GIANT headache.
god im so desperate... i would call him right now and tell him id do anything to him he wanted, just to kiss him again... but its 4 AM and thats sad as hell.
so the options: climb in bed and think... take drugs and in a half hour, not think and then sleep... or stay up fretting.
gonna go with option B i think. i can buy more drugs later. hooray for diphenydramine.