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Jordan
lately i have been having memory flashes of Jordan. I think about his all day long on and off even though I dont think anyone thinks I actually do. Well I do. I remember when they took him off to his last surgery. They gave him a 20% chance of living. Well anyways I remembe kissing him goodbye and going to wait in the family waiting room... 10 min later the Pastor walks in and says that the Drs wanted to talk to me in the Chapel. I knew right then and there, what was happening. I still kick myself, for not spending more time with Jordan after he passed, I think I wanted to leave that hopital soo bad to forget everything that happend for the last 2 months. but i wish I stayed longer with him. Well that is enough for now....
For all who dont know.. http://hometown.aol.com/mzjeweis/myhomepage/baby.html
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