| Current mood: |  crappy |
| Current music: | nsync: gone |
today
stop doing this to me. i can't handle it i can't handle YOUR GUILT there's nothing that I can do about this. it's what happened neither of us asked for this but STOP SAYING THAT TO ME because i can't take it!!! it hurts me!! if you care about me you'll stop this!!! its ridiculous!!
todays been an okay day so far...i donno. life gets complicated when guys get involved i wanna just take a total break. i can't handle another responsiblity in my life...
but okay around 11:30 i went for a walk with ash and we went up to dairy queen and got ice cream (yes, in the middle of winter) and then we ate them while people admired our doggies :-P 'n then we SUNBATHED! yes its true this did happen. we lay down on the sidewalk by dairy queen and held the doggies with us and i fell asleep on ashlie and we like talked/slept for like at least an hour, i swear. people were driving by staring at us and admiring the puppies haha. then i got home a lil after 3 or so i think, and i'v ebeen home since. dad left like, right away, because mom got in a car accident...and theyre STILL at the place waiting for the tow company who they called like an hour ago and theyre still not here so GOD KNOWS when they'll be home...and i wanted to go see shyzzi tonight but now it'll be too late. so hopefully she'll come by tomorrow. if not then i'll see her on Saturday for sure. I miss her so much alreaedy. LB's already on her cruise, and Joyce is snowboarding w/her family. Ashlie leaves for her ski trip on Monday I believe (maybe wednesday-friday? or monday-wednesdays. i dont remembeR) but i'm being left here. well jaymes not going anywhere neither are most of my friends but my best friends are almost all leaving which is sad.
okay i've typed a lot right now i'm tired. sooo. today i watched "DC SNIPERS: 23 DAYS OF FEAR" about the sniper last year in DC. it was really well written and played out. and then at 9:00 they're gonna play "The Perfect Husband: The Laci Peterson Story" SO I CANT WAIT TO WATCH THAT cuz it's gonna be really good. i'm anxious. i followed the case for a while. and now thers a movie. good good.
k bye ~
baby why can't you see...
that i need you here with me
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