| Current mood: |  lethargic |
| Current music: | my immortal |
how come i'm feeling like this?
i didn't even know the girl. how come it's hurting me?
today during lunch chrissy started crying and talkinga bout how selfish people at foley are 'n stuff. and i was like holding back tears but i didnt wanna cry cuz i didnt want anyone to see me cry. but then again WHY CARE!??!!? that poor girl. i feel so awful for her family, for her friends...she can't ever come back. she's just gone .
so i decided from now on i'm gonna befriend more people. tlak to more people and take more chances. i've already said that but it's for sure. i'll let u know how that goes over break. i plan on malling and univeralling and making lotsa new friendsss. :)
break is finally here (on the bright side) and i'm excited. but then again allie can never experience mid winter break. maybe it woulda been a good break for her. maybe i woulda run into her at the movies or something...said hi, i donno. something coudla happened to change her decisions.
i have to stop thinking about this. i'm going. practice...bye.
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