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|Current music:||a perfect circle - BLUE|
my REAL home
eh...life = insane. (mike stole my poem!) oh well...here is my poem.
n0t that you can hear me now as you walk by with your head to bow
im peaceful now still no smile yet know i loved you all the while
even tho im not here to say that your lives will end a better way.
still feel my spirit from within, tell the world tell your kin
i released myself from pain and sorrow no breaths left for me to borrow
so here i lay my face so grey you come and leave respects to pay
but im no hero i did nothing true it was my life pathetic and blue
i ran out of strength and the will, my only way out was to kill
so now im free from the world, out of my hole where i was curled
now you all know i faked my smile
yet know i loved you all the while - me -
Jessy im updateing for yoU! haha i think your the only one who reads this shit anyhow. well anyways im at lisa's my real home. heh. im temp. living here while my mom is off "doin her thing" work i think. who knows. argh and i want to be home this weekend to hang out with everyone cuz ive been gone for three weeks now. but....i am grounded another weekanyways. argh i did the nastiest thing just a min ago. i almost puked. i grabed this bottle of faygo sparkling water out of the fridge and just took a drink of it. (not thinking taint a possiblility) and like spazed when i spotted a slightly opaque film swimming in the liquid. thats what i get for drinking out of the bottle! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwww! okay well i must go blah! love you all (well just jessy cuz she is the only one who will read this) haha