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|Current music:||devil's garden....Tiger Army|
1 year Yay!! and some other stuff
It's been awhile as always. Oh, well. I am too busy to even get on the computer really.
The 4th of July was nice. It's a special day for Dustin and me. We went out and watched the fireworks and just held eachother and hung out until they were over. We went to Wal-Mart afterwards, then to the park where we took a walk and hung out. It was a short night because I didn't get off until 4 and then we both had to go to our own family things before we could see eachother. It was a good night though and I loved it. The 5th I didn't get off until 8 but Dustin came and saw me. It was lightning really crazy outside. Like the whole sky was full of pinkish red light, but it freaked us out because it didn't make any noise. It was really actually pretty cool though. I was so happy that night to be with Dustin. I couldn't quit smiling and we couldn't quit kissing. I wanted to stay with him all night but we ended it a little early because we thought a storm was coming on. Today, the 6th, was our 1 year anniversary. We went out to eat and then we went to the mall. He bought me a big bottle of the parfume I like. I wrote him a note telling him how happy I am to have him in my life, and how I love him and all. Also I am buying him two Dvd's. One of the Distillers and another of GG Allin. He'll like them. When we came back to town we went to the cemetery and hung out for awhile and made out. Then we went back to his place and just hung out there. We didn't really do anything special really....but it was a good day. We usually have our best most special days when they are not planned. See when things are planned you expect more I think...I think it's better to just go with the flow. =) I had a good time anyways. I love him very much. He makes my life better and he makes me happy. I really wouldn't want to be with anyone else.
Work is work. I don't get good hours, but oh, well. I don't want to be there anyways. They have me opening the store by myself sometimes now. It's cool I guess. They trust me and they think I'm responsible enough to have that responsibility. They're cool anyways. They know why I got fired from Wendy's and the don't hold it against me or care even. It's cool. Marty from Wendy's loves me because he wouldn't even tell my new job why I had to quit. I told them myself. I wasn't going to lie. It's all good. I need to figure out what I want to do as a career.
I haven't been studying for my GED like I should. I'm so lazy dammit. It sucks. I need to quit being so damn lazy. It pisses me off the way I have to get my education. Oh, well. I can't do anything about it so I shouldn't get mad. I should just do it. Dustin and I were supposed to go and register for the thing. We better get at it before the class gets filled up.
Well, life isn't too exciting for me right now. I don't really care though. I don't get high hardly ever anymore, and I really don't care. I'm not really one to get too into drinking or smoking anyways. I smoke like once every two weeks...if that. It's not bothering me though. I like it when I feel like it I guess. I did go through a time when I did it every day pretty much for a few weeks, but I got out of it. I haven't slowed down because of losing my job though, I just don't like the way I feel when I am doing it all the time. My mind gets cloudy and numb. I think too much when I am high too...lol....and I don't like that sometimes. I want to stay healthy anyway. Smoking once in awhile won't harm you. Weed has good side effects for your body anyways, eventhough there are a few bad. I found out the other day that we lose like thousands of brain cells like everyday....like why does it matter if we smoke then? I know it may kill more, but we are losing them anyway. Oh, well. Who cares I suppose.
Well, I have rambled on about things....I'm tired. I want sleep. I love sleeping these days. It's so great. Lol. It's so relaxing and everything. Lol....well......goodnight.