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‡ħę ¤ ®ėvẽ®ĕŋđ ¤ Åŋ†ị©ħ®ı§† ¤ §ųpẻ®§†ẫ® (mysterysunshine) wrote,
@ 2003-11-14 09:49:00
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    I sit here in my smokey room..
    I realize that in 15 minutes the alarm clock will go off..
    but I won't be there to shut it off...

    alarm clocks never wait on anyone..
    they always do their job, unless an uncontrollable mishap, takes place

    the alarm signals the beginning of a new day..
    and the end to a nights rest..
    the remnants of my blurry vision haunt me when I'm awake
    they take me to this place
    and my soul never feels more at home

    no fancy music, just silence..
    no highway lights, just black
    no annoying voices, just your inner-self

    nothing, but everything that you are
    but don't ever take that away from someone else
    it's something that cannot be taken
    and it cannot be given
    it has to be grown, by the person that holds the soul of themselves
    no help, no guide
    just your mistakes and your lessons
    and once you know what not to do..
    what you're supposed to do will be clear as day

    and you won't worry about airplane ticket prices
    .. or if you'll be in Chicago on time...
    or when your next meeting with Mr. Big Shot is
    it'll just be you..
    in a darkened room
    surrounded by your thoughts
    enchanted by your voice
    and sucked in by the dreams you create

    and once you've thought up your reality
    it can be given to you
    for you to cherish, and never let go

    it'll be a day, where everything goes right, and nothing can go wrong
    everyone is on your side, and you're happy to be who you are
    I can take you to a place where you won't feel alone
    but you'll be more alone than you could even dream of being
    after all, being alone is what makes you listen to what you tell yourself

    no stupid opinions being shoved down your throat
    no one telling you that this is the wrong thing to do
    right and wrong are only a perception that differs from one to another
    there is no right, there is no wrong..
    if there is no spoon, then bending it is simple..
    if there's no right or wrong, then choices are now easy
    your risk drops from bad to good
    and you find yourself taking opportunities you never otherwise would
    you've made a better life for you and anyone else who'd care

    just look at what's come of these 15 minutes I've had alone..
    .. you can only imagine what could come out of a lifetime of being alone
    no one judging you on how you look, or how you act
    no one putting you down, for what you said, or what you did
    just you and yourself, and now you'll get to know each other
    .. because you have know yourself, before you can know anyone else
    if you don't know yourself..
    how do you expect anyone else to?..

    my only wish is that everyone should feel this way
    where will I be in 500 years
    I'll plan out my life, as if I'll live forever
    you can't fool time, but you can make yourself think you are

    what the brain perceives as real, the body accepts..
    .. if it's perception, then is there anything that isn't real?

    when your soul is locked in a room by itself
    only then will you understand the meaning in what i'm trying to say


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