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‡ħę ¤ ®ėvẽ®ĕŋđ ¤ Åŋ†ị©ħ®ı§† ¤ §ųpẻ®§†ẫ® (mysterysunshine) wrote,
@ 2003-11-03 05:18:00
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    stories being left un-said
    thoughts flowing through my head
    all these wishes, I wish I wished
    all the hints I purposely missed
    to get around the fear
    of not having you here
    I wish we could stay, I wish we could go
    I wish there were people, I wish we were alone
    everyday I'm confronted
    by the things I've hunted
    I'm charged with being myself
    and simply begging for your help
    I wish I could listen, I wish I could hate
    I taste you on my tongue, in everything I taste
    I no longer want, now I simply need
    you're the water, that covets my seed
    you are the first, you are the last
    you're in between the present and the past
    I'm your first and last deposit, through sickness and in hell
    your wish is my command, I know what to do, and I do it well

    I will grant thee the prayer that is to be made
    sour is the fruit, turned black as a spade
    hand me down food courts, diamond and in gold
    profit to be made in everything to be sold
    my tears are on the market, the price is going down
    toss my feelings one by one, my choice is how I surround
    these footsteps grow silent in the night
    now it's time to make wrong what used to be right
    through it all, just be yourself with-in all that you are
    playing something you're not won't get you very far
    this chess game can no longer go on
    I can tell you knew it all along

    how could I live, never knowing the way home
    there's no way I could do this on my own
    in your heart, you've offered a place to stay
    where have you been, please don't ever go away
    my reason lies with-in you
    my prosecution embedded in all you do

    the scenery is delightful
    what was once suicidal
    evolved into all that we breathe
    you hold the key that finally sets me free
    you leave me no place to hide
    that's a big part of what I know I like

    toss me your love, throw me your hate
    share your emotions, as we both live out our fate
    take my hand and follow me there and back
    I'll be afraid with you, I'll pick up where we seem to lack

    always - buried in the center that is you
    revolving - my choice is entwined in what you do
    my scars are well beyond only skin deep
    for I know the callow man shall reap

    I can see, I can see I'm going blind
    try to look through but this is what I find
    I ... I am confused
    I'm wanting to give in, I'm not the accused
    my skin cold with touch
    they fall in love with what doesn't hurt much

    now I confront the future that holds this lie
    throw your little fit but, I just wanna know why
    chemical reactions in water I'm continuously diluting
    the answer lies deep beneath everything that is moving

    I don't wander around trying to be, whats not with-in me
    I watch as you look, but do you see... do you see?
    you're definitely one of a kind
    you're everything I could ever dream to find

    your infinite divine
    your breeze keeps everything in line
    I love to just watch, the grace in the way you move
    how the air moves so you can just breeze right through
    I see the other side, of the person inside of you

    point blank with the danger of myself
    infinite wisdom that offers no help
    so many double standards block anything from making sense
    like a 3/8 nut to take off a 7/16 wrench

    volcanic activity nestled atop a lake of ice
    setting up these traps, we're treated like mice

    my arms fall limp, and my eyes go green
    the anguish runs pure, it's so easily seen
    burnt rubber, the smell of an engine running too lean
    the speed of pain always keeps everything clean
    I try so hard but I can't reach you, I'm buried so far underneath
    I bow my head as my black halo sparkles beneath the gleam
    we're neon by nature, aggressive in the most peaceful dream
    we're under your skin, and we're cutting the seam
    we're burning your wishes with very hot steam
    from one side to another, we cautiously careen


    from the murky waters of what I would call home
    I pull my heart from my chest, it beats one and alone
    I never understood how they could be so cold
    tangled in these secrets are mysteries to unfold
    in the canopy of trees, insects give their mating call
    all we hear is noise, followed by the sounds of a water-fall
    do we know what we hear, are we sure that this place even exists
    the air seems wrong, I sense far too many conflicts


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