‡ħę ¤ ®ėvẽ®ĕŋđ ¤ Åŋ†ị©ħ®ı§† ¤ §ųpẻ®§†ẫ® (mysterysunshine) wrote, @ 2003-06-23 22:25:00

my fingers are rotting
and my soil hinders growth
so upon my grave you read
the words i lovingly wrote

side show money makers
it's what keeps our clocks ticking
the worse off we become
means the more ass i'm kicking

and i get all .. numb
it's a beautiful new day
and your time has ran out
but you don't care, anyway

my god is a capsule
i use to manipulate
the reasons i hide
to the food we masticate

i spit out these seeds
that are rotting in you
because grow, they never will
never get stuck on things that never grew

i cut the apple in two
to reveal the worm inside
it has eaten the center
it's bated breath ache'n for me to die

i've got something you could never hate
for you can't hate hatred itself
so cover me in snow
my depression is my good health

the burning fire refuses to go out
hate me ... hate me
just don't ever give in to me
you're everything i'll never be

i'm a toy, i'm used and abused
i lose all the battles you've ever fought
but in that i find solice
'cuz you're made of everything i'm not

i'm disease lacking cure
yet i always focus on other things
my negativity is whole
for it has pulled many strings

it's welcome mat is my heart
and once you find yourself at the door
think long and hard before you knock
once you enter, i no longer care anymore

you see what you see
and what you see stays inside
sunshine never gets in
destiny lives until i die

they'll call you names
and ridicule you senseless
but raise your head to the sky
your rejection so relentless

put me in drive
and steer me into you
drive off the cliff of love
i'm but a puppet, and this is what i do

i wish i could show you
i wish i made sense
but my mind is so cloudy
even though it's so intense

i skip around thoughts
i can't focus on just one
except when it's you
this war is over, and i know you've won

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