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| Current music: | The Sound Of Nothing |
zero and zero is nothing but zero
I look deeply in the mirror, searching for my soul
'cuz last night it was ripped out, by a demon and his troll
they pulled it through my chest and that was the last I'll see
of the very being that was planted with-in the deepest parts of me
what if your god, wasn't a god at all
but merely a puppet waiting for his time to fall
because there's little difference between god and your soul
this is what is beckoning as you struggle to regain control
my voice trembles and my knees begin to shake
I'm dangling from the edge of what I'm allowed to take
as these rocks slip away I hear what I'm about to do
I'm going to fly, yet I know there's no way I'll make it through
when you know you're gunna die, does that make you already dead
or is that just a thought, that's been gliding through my fucked up head
'cuz one side is everything and the other just seems tall
but that's not the only thing you owe me, you know you owe me all
and my vision turns to blood, and my eyes now start to seep
they're dry and misplaced, I'm minutes away from being complete
I derive from my pain, and use this as my tool
for I know the quickest draw will surely win this duel
now there's only one thing left as the failure is complete
soon I'll break down and my control starts to deplete
I knew this would happen, just had no idea it'd be today
for the first time in years I've got a lack of anything to say
I can now see my breath, everything is going cold
my toes and fingers grow numb now I start to fold
how can I win, if I've already lost
now I begin to shiver as my skin builds with frost
we believe it's too late so there's no reason to change
you've done what you could and there's no reason to complain
my breathing slows down, oxygen is running low
my eyes no longer focus, my temperature well below
there's now only fire, burning in my eyes
I stood firm, no way I'd ever compromise
and as everything begins to get dark and my speech is now limited
pieces of my past cling to my body and then immediately become riveted
never to let go of each mistake I've made
if only I'd have listened, and kept myself at bay
as I feel my body falling through the wind
I hit the ground hard, I couldn't even pretend
I saw the beginning, and now I see whats to come
your world is unaffected, you slither back to where you came from
after the dust settles yours eyes dart to try and find
maybe a piece of my fears, as I'm sure some were left behind
when it's all said and done, you see nothing at all
I've been wiped clean while you were left to stand tall
I bet with all the guilt you wade through everyday
you still find yourself thinking of me, in some odd, but funny way
I thrive on remembrance, I couldn't have what was never mine
though I found myself wishing I could all the damn time
but what are these wishes that didn't do any good
why did I even try, I barely understood
so when it's your day, I want you to know
that I've been informed of the place you're gunna go
there's already room, for you next to me
sometime in the future, but as for now you'll never see
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