|Current mood:|| crazy|
|Current music:||the early november - sunday drive|
redid the layout. its kind of the same as the last one but whatever its nice. things are hard now. i cant sleep and it sucks. i just wish she was here. it sucks i wish she was with me. no one knows how i feel. unless youve been married to someone and they did everything for you, held you when you needed to be held and they just died. they were just gone. i dont even want to sleep in my bed. but if i sleep on the floor ill be in physical pain as well as emotional. i cant stand this and i hate how no one understands. i have no one to relate to i hate it. and im sick of people fucking asking me if i have fucking herpes. WHAT THE FUCK? ARE YOU FUCKING SLOW? i swear people only notice other peoples fails and you know what FUCK YOU ALL. NO, SORRY i dont have herpes but if you would take 2 SECONDS and get your head out of you fucking ass maybe you would see that. LOSER.
hey you know in ghost ship in the begining of the movie when all those people get killed by the wire that cuts them in half, what i would give to have that happen to most of the people in my school.