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memories...
ok , yesterday was a really horrible horrible day but i am not going to write about it..i feel a bit better today b/c of a really nice letter athena wrote me back after i told her what happened..anywho, i was looking through some of my journals from january and february that i had on friends only and this is what i found and it made me smile..i think i'll change them so steven can read how obsessed i was with him before i knew him..heh
Thursday, February 20th, 2003
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1:56p - ahhhhhhh... the best dayyyyyyyyyy
ok.. i got home today and streetpunks81 im's me...and guess who it is SSSSSStevie!!! he didn't even know i was evelyn and he got my im name from isabel.. someone had told her.. i don't know how it got around but oh my god.. we had the best convert....read it .. its so unreal
StreetPunks81: hi
monger di morte: hello
monger di morte: who are you?
StreetPunks81: im in your zoology class
monger di morte: pardon me?
StreetPunks81: the guy with the trucker hat
StreetPunks81: hi im steven
monger di morte: how did you get me sn?
monger di morte: my*
StreetPunks81: some gal
monger di morte: interesting
StreetPunks81: i told her there is this hot chick in my class
StreetPunks81: and she found out from some boy that talks to u
monger di morte: hahah..who??
StreetPunks81: and since im too lame and shy to talk to u in school
StreetPunks81: i thought i would be a dork and talk to u via internet
monger di morte: me too..i've been wanting to talk to you
StreetPunks81: really??
monger di morte: but i'm also a lame dork
StreetPunks81: awesome
StreetPunks81: she was like aww u like carly
StreetPunks81: and i was like yea but im too shy
StreetPunks81: she knew your name
monger di morte: who is she??
StreetPunks81: i just heard yer last name harris durin roll call
StreetPunks81: isabel
StreetPunks81: she said she knew u in high school
monger di morte: oh yeah..
monger di morte: harrison
StreetPunks81: sorry if this is lame
monger di morte: no no no
StreetPunks81: she said u were supposedly interested in some guy in one of your classes
StreetPunks81: and that he was in a band
monger di morte: how would she know?
StreetPunks81: and i was like no way this is say too much like a john hughes film
monger di morte: hahah
StreetPunks81: i dunno supposedly some guy u talked to told her
monger di morte: this is weird
StreetPunks81: and i told her i wanted to talk to u but in college there is no simple segway
StreetPunks81: i mean i was goin to say something to u today after class
StreetPunks81: but its like what do i say
monger di morte: true .. i didn't know how to start a conversation with you
StreetPunks81: ughhh hard test huh
StreetPunks81: or nice dress
StreetPunks81: i mean come on
monger di morte: actually i thought it was easy
monger di morte: thanks
monger di morte: the lab test kind of hard
StreetPunks81: oh yea
StreetPunks81: i got a 79
monger di morte: so did i
StreetPunks81: \m/
monger di morte: haha
StreetPunks81: rock n roll i guess
StreetPunks81: i shoulda did better but im lame about studying
monger di morte: so, how do i know this is "the steven kurta"
StreetPunks81: hmm
StreetPunks81: well u have this rad breakfast club t shirt
StreetPunks81: i guess check my gay profile
monger di morte: you know who evelyn is?
StreetPunks81: is that u
StreetPunks81: dorsea's
monger di morte: yep
monger di morte: haha
StreetPunks81: hahahhaha
StreetPunks81: yea we should go to the angelika and look in the zagat's guide for a dorsea's in houston lol
monger di morte: hehe
StreetPunks81: yea its one of my fav films
StreetPunks81: christian blae was great
StreetPunks81: bale*
StreetPunks81: more of a dark comedy
StreetPunks81: but people see more of the horror side to it
monger di morte: i have never watched it all the way through.. a friend was obsessed w/ it .. and used the alias patrick bateman
StreetPunks81: ha
StreetPunks81: sheesh
monger di morte: this is too weird
StreetPunks81: hahahha
StreetPunks81: ahh come on
StreetPunks81: its interesting
monger di morte: no i just cant believe it
StreetPunks81: hey we can pretend this never happened
monger di morte: no no!
StreetPunks81: and next time i see u
StreetPunks81: i'll trip
monger di morte: haha
StreetPunks81: and like say hi im steven
monger di morte: ok
StreetPunks81: ughh no
StreetPunks81: or if i see u at the college cafeteria
StreetPunks81: i can pull a line from saved by the bell
monger di morte: i never go in there
monger di morte: hahaha
monger di morte: ick
StreetPunks81: me neither
StreetPunks81: i can be oh they fair karly
monger di morte: Carly
StreetPunks81: to be thy straw
StreetPunks81: sorry
StreetPunks81: Carly
monger di morte: its ok
StreetPunks81: risk drowning in a see of cola only to touch they fair lips
StreetPunks81: sea!
StreetPunks81: sea*
StreetPunks81: blah sorry
monger di morte: my band will have to play a show w/ yours someday
monger di morte: hehe
StreetPunks81: then u can slap me and say whatever get a life
StreetPunks81: and then i'll go sit with fatty, sideburns lady, and the mutants at table 9
monger di morte: hahahha
monger di morte: i'm going to call you stevie wonderbread
monger di morte: is that ok
StreetPunks81: yea
StreetPunks81: definitely
monger di morte: i always give people i know some nickname w/ some type of food
StreetPunks81: i'd actually like to hang with u soon if i havent scared u yet
monger di morte: you haven't scared me.. i mean c'mon i wrote weird messages on your website
StreetPunks81: so yer in a band???
monger di morte: yep
StreetPunks81: ::droolls::
monger di morte: i play guitar and sing
StreetPunks81: hmmm musician
StreetPunks81: awesome
monger di morte: were just getting it together though
StreetPunks81: cool
monger di morte: gently with a chainsaw
StreetPunks81: can u play keyboards
monger di morte: no.
StreetPunks81: ahh no murder city devils cover band
StreetPunks81: just kidding
monger di morte: heh
StreetPunks81: we could have played i just died in your arms tonite by cutting crew
monger di morte: oh lord
StreetPunks81: what
monger di morte: that song
StreetPunks81: hahahha
StreetPunks81: u have a mental picture of will ferrel playing it at a wedding huh
monger di morte: hahaha. yeah
monger di morte: what are you doing ?
StreetPunks81: about to go to work
StreetPunks81: like in 3 min
monger di morte: ick
StreetPunks81: yea
StreetPunks81: sucks
monger di morte: i 've been fired from 2 jobs
monger di morte: the only 2 i have had
StreetPunks81: and i work at this lame place but i can do homework there so its cool
StreetPunks81: wah wah
StreetPunks81: thats not wah wah like a baby
monger di morte: where do you work?
StreetPunks81: but u know the sad sound like when u get turned down
StreetPunks81: at a gas station booth thingy
monger di morte: sounds fun
StreetPunks81: my co worker calls me randall
monger di morte: like from clerks!
StreetPunks81: yea
StreetPunks81: cuz im a dick
monger di morte: tsktsk
StreetPunks81: anyways
StreetPunks81: yea its in la porte
StreetPunks81: at kroger's
monger di morte: you should call me sometime
StreetPunks81: ha i feel like im playin a part of keannu reeves
StreetPunks81: workin there
StreetPunks81: like i should be sayin shea and fer shure
monger di morte: hahah.
StreetPunks81: knock knock
monger di morte: i'm so nervous and i'm talking to you over the fucking interenet
monger di morte: who's there
StreetPunks81: can i have your phone no. please
StreetPunks81: hmm
monger di morte: of course cell 281-635-3637
StreetPunks81: i'll call u tonite if i get done studying for 2 tests i hve tomorrow
monger di morte: alrighty
StreetPunks81: at my work
StreetPunks81: hahaha
StreetPunks81: sorry this is too funny
monger di morte: yes it is
StreetPunks81: like i pictured i'd do this in person
StreetPunks81: and like get your no.on paper
StreetPunks81: and then yell yes!!!!!!!
monger di morte: haahahahh.. me too .. but i have no balls when it comes to talking to people
StreetPunks81: i heard my demo today yay
monger di morte: neat o
StreetPunks81: u have talked to my friend ryan huh
monger di morte: yes
StreetPunks81: ok
StreetPunks81: he told me about a obsessive groupie lol just kidding
monger di morte: uh!!
StreetPunks81: but he said some gal talked to him about me
monger di morte: i never even saw you guys play
StreetPunks81: i was like aww i was flattered
StreetPunks81: well if your not into thrashy stuff
StreetPunks81: u wont like it
StreetPunks81: like hardcorish and screams withbreakdowns
monger di morte: not like fucking screamo?
StreetPunks81: no!
monger di morte: ok thank god
StreetPunks81: crying is only for me on valentine's day listening to boys dont cry
StreetPunks81: i wanted to do that on v day but i dint
StreetPunks81: lie in bed with my all temperature
monger di morte: hahah..i atee a bunch of chocolate and pouted all day on vday.. b/c everyone was so mushy all day ..barf like fuck linda blair
StreetPunks81: sorry another wedding singer reference
StreetPunks81: hahha
StreetPunks81: do me a favor lyp sinc to pat benatar today and say steven wonderbread rocks
StreetPunks81: hahahha
monger di morte: hahaha
StreetPunks81: total eclipse of the heart
StreetPunks81: or i am the warrior
monger di morte: how bout to hole and i can put my leg up on something
StreetPunks81: awesome
StreetPunks81: anyways maam gotta go
monger di morte: alrighty
StreetPunks81: bunch of savages in this town
monger di morte: nice talking to you
StreetPunks81: see ya later alligator
monger di morte: later
StreetPunks81: yea nice FINALLY talkin to u
monger di morte: hehe..
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