| Current mood: | frustrated |
| Current music: | liz phair- fuck and run |
i need to get away
today some lady was talking about how it is instinct in men to spread their seed as far as possible..it's like geez there's not much that seperate men from fucking animals...it makes me wonder if i should be lesbo or even care to be monogamous..but i think i found a guy i can trust
god, some times i just can't fucking stand my mom.. she's so moody..she always like bugs me on the weekend "where's steven? why does he only hang out with you on the week days? you should not let him get away with that shit..' ok it already bothers me enough that he hardly spends time with me on the weekend and then she's got to say something about it and make me more pissed and upset..she acts like i'm so passive and weak and i let him run all over me..obviously i'm not fun enough or important enough to spend any time with on the weekend..i understand he has lots of friends but i mean there should be a way to find time for me..i just don't feel i mean much to him or am that important ..when i tell him about the way i feel he just acts like i'm being ridiculous, obviously not when someone else is noticing
anywho, today i went to athena's for a bit and looked at her photos of me..she hasn't made me copies yet..there are some really good pics , i'm surprised..she made me three mix cd's and a copy of the white stripes elephant for posing for pics..all really good stuff.. very sweet of her to take the time..
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