Crown of shit.... (myempireofdirt9) wrote, @ 2005-12-18 12:34:00

i wish i hated you half as much as i hate myself
okay...well..i am kinda better than i was earlier this week...ryan and i pretty much jumped and danced out a lot of bad energy...twas a good couple of days..got a little drunk...got really fucking hyper..and just fucking jumped around...i got a lot of exercise...


i miss jeff...but i really really really...really..dont want to go out with him..he hasnt even apologized to my face...so really...it just proves that he REALLY doesnt give a shit about me and prolly never did...

fall out boy makes me go like this :-o :-))) they are way too fucking great..and relevant to my current situation..

and when it all goes to hell...will you be able to tell me youre sorry with a straight face?

sigh...thats what i fucking want!!! i want him to say that he is fucking sorry!!! because he fucking hurt me!!! because all that confidence and happiness he gave me...he crushed and fucking burned....

okay...guys suck..im convinced they only go out wiht me to use to me and to hurt me as much as they possibly can..because they always seem to do exactly that....boys suck suck suck suck....

i need a fucking chick..thats all i have to say...

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