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| Current music: | samantha ronson - built this way |
ive been insturcted to update...
well i got a comment today to update my blurty so i thoguht i will. is weird i normaly only use blurty to post my feeling when im feeling extreamly down or to post events that have left me feeling extreamly high or extreamyl low and since i havernt felt anything that has effect me greatly i guess ive over looked updating, well i lie alot of thingshave been gonig on but oaky ill ugess ill start filling everybody in on whats bee ngoing on since december.
well first of was the ski trip. i cant even begin to tell you all how much fun this was! okay it was totoaly unfiar how the nazi dictatorship the teachers put upon us ie searching our rooms and our bags, but like anything if you want to have fun you do ave to amke your own fun! liek at dinner tiems for example! they were so much fun! (power wanking! or danger wanking! i mean come on its funny but did we need to discuss it while we were eating??!!) and spending tiem in the sauna and best of all was sitting with rhys and drew while they palyed guitar and sang. oh yeah and snowboarding was fun to!!!!!
then christmas has come and gone...we got a puppy! a lil king charles callled alfie john! hes lovly but hes a hell of a lot of work lol
then was sum stuff invovling me and drew that resurfaced and this left alot of people getting hurt. i can normaly let things go straight over my head but this one really got me. ki have now got over it but this thing could have ended soemones realtionship! its could have borken to people up!. i did not want to get invovled with what happened but if they had borken up i never would have forgiven myself. drew is happy with luce. and drew s my best friend and i want to see him happy! but its all over and done with now and from what ive see nadn heard things are good between luce and drew.
OOoooo mackey and gamsie came home for uni and christmas and we went for lunch! that was such a good itme i like seeing them two. new years eve was fun apart from what thet horribul horribul man did to mackey! oh and mackey thanks for leanding me dynasty warriors 4 ITS SO AMAZING!!!!!! i eve nbought the book, romance of the 3 kingdoms. ill lend it to you when ive finished it.
then last but not least guys. i mean as far as im concernd i hardly even get guys liking me but tiher are currnetly 2.
okay the first one is a really really great guy who likes all the same things as me nad doesnt think im all geeky and sad for it either, but and i know this sounds sad, but i dont find any physical attraction for him, look you can all sit thier and think 'OMG how supefical is she?!' but you all know as well as i do that you do need t ohave that elemnt of physical attraction. and the other guy i do think is personally very good looking but im not sure what ot make of him. unlike the other guy i can only imagen this guy laughing at me and thinknig me sad for likng waht i like. and i really dont want that. and ive been realyl messed around and hurt by soem people before and i can only see this guy hurting me as well. i mean i tohught this guy hated me! he hardly ever talks to me nad last time he did all he did was laugh at a spot on my forehead.
hmm i dunno. im still waiting for 'the one'. is it sad that i know exaclt what i want him to be like?
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