Deep Thoughts
Yea ive had alot ot those lately. I came to find everynight when im going to sleep i attempt to suffocate in my pillow... i dont know i dont understand life anymore. I am just so fat... ugly... and yea... i hate myself. I just cant take myself or any of the shit i take everyday... its not normal and i know it... and the question why me always burns in the back of my mind. It feels like i have the scar like Harry only you cant see... it burns when my demon inside me just wants to end my life. Today i went to Jackies sister's grad party and i feel horrible i couldnt get her anything but my asshole father is a jerk... thats why i have to get a job so i dont have to be dependent upon him and i dont have to be controlled as much. Yea i had fun till i came back home and i realized my reality. But enough of my shit... you all dont care. Ill just waste my boredom on useless quizes.
You were a ghost. You haunted people. You flew. You had fun.
Where was your soul last? brought to you byQuizilla
I actually wouldnt be too surprised about that... considering all the weird things that happen. Well also the fact of what someone said to me once...
Hanging. This is most like you because you want to make somewhat of a spectacle out of your death. It shows that you are organized and cool headed because you had to slip the noose over your neck, then actually hang yourself. This is an almost painless way to go...you may not dislike pain but you prefer no pain. You are different than gun shot in that you are not impulsive and you have thought this through thoroughly.
What Form Of Suicide Are You? brought to you by Quizilla
Hmm interesting... almost what i tryed to do a few monthes back... took my shirt and pulled it to my neck. Yup close... suffocating is what i thought i would get... or starvation.
Wow yea.. very true. There are a lot of things i dont tell any of you at all... many... hmm yea but just because i got this result doesnt mean im going to tell you now. Yup and i am very creative when i get that mood. I guess it saves me.
You're Mary. You just want to be normal and fit in. You try to be really sweet, colourful and happy to mask your true feelings but nobody really notices or cares what you do however beautiful you are.
Hmm yea i guess i could be her... minus the beauty part and the fact she dies of putting her head in an oven... yea i wouldnt want to face my demise that way... i have other ideas.
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