|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||Everybodys Fool - Evanescence|
Im finding myself so damn confused all of a sudden. For once i really thought i had ran off leaving my depression in the dust... but all of a sudden it began to sneak up on me. Im not as bad as i was before, im not pricking my wrists or anything anymore but i dont know... its weird. All it took was to be alone on my birthday and now i havent been outside at all for 2 days. Its like i shut myself out of the world. I dont know... whatever. I really dont know what to say... i cant explain this really.