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Schooooools out for summa! yay!
Yay we are finally out today! Im so happy. I havent written for a while so herez the scoop:
Monday i had my spanish and math final. Not much happened at school that day cuz i didnt see Kristen and have to listen to shit. So yea the spanish final was SO HARD! He was doing the oral section and it like wasnt spanish, i didnt understand a word of it. I think the only word i recognized was like cabeza haha. Nice word to remember, its like "Yea the only word i had no trouble with was head." haha im such a dork. Anyway the math one wasnt that bad, but staring at numbers for that long gave me a major headache! Im officially afraid of numbers now... and i refuse to do them until the next school year lol. After school i just basically relaxed and then Jack came over and we chilled like all afternoon, it was fun tho haha.
Tuesday yea wow... tuesday was deffinatly sumthing. Well i had english with Kristen and Mariana. I have NOTHING against Mariana tho, however when Kristen is around dont even think of trying to talk to people around her. But then again i didnt want to. Like i said in a recent entry as soon as i started not hanging near her, my depression uplifted. So i sat in the opposite corner of them and took the final. It took me the whole two hours to do! It had like 200 multiple choice and three essays, i was like dead after that lol. Then when the bell rang i had to go talk to my teacher, she said i have a good chance of passing for the year... but there is an equal chance of me failing. I really hope i dont :( but thats the price i pay for being depressed for a long time, i didnt care about a thing and never did any of my work so yea... im praying i pass. After that Kristen like threw a note at me and i didnt read it at first. When i was talking to my english teacher they were all like right outside the door and saying "Shes gonna call the police and file harassment charges blah blah" and im sure my teacher heard it, but whatever, i will call if i get one more threat. So after that i had like 10 more minutes before the next final so i went to the commons to chill with Kelly n the crew and Kristen came over to me i was like "Im not talking to you, if you want to know sumthing ask Vicki, i told her what i was going to do and what i did already" and i left. My next final was chorus, and we had a party :). It was so fun i took lots of pictures got my yearbook signed and chilled out with people i wont see for a while. When i got home i chilled out with Jackie again lol, basically we chilled like all week.
Wensday i went in late because i had a gym final in the morning and i didnt have to go, so i got sum extra sleep. I went to shirleys house at like 9:30 and then we got a ride to our next final. I had bio.. yuck. But yea i had sum time so i Anete and I signed each others yearbook. Then Tara was like yelling at me from like the other side of the table and i just ignored it, shes so stupid. Then i made my way to Feldstien... ahh. haha Tara was at the door but i just walked by, im not gonna bother with trash like that. The i was told by two people what went on at gym. First i heard Kristen wrote stuff about me in sumones yearbook and was reading it to the gym, then i was told Kristen was tellin Tara not to threaten me anymore because she is afraid of what will happen if i call the police.
So... obviously that note was bullshit, she knows she did enough to deserve harassment charges, and i wasnt about to let her talk me outta it... so anything happens... hello charges. But yea the bio test was mad hard, like everyone in the class guessed on it so i hope we get a giant curve lol. So yea i was only in school for two hours that day, that was great. Then Jess and i chilled out the whole afternoon. And yes Jess... im frightened of your profile, but i do want the prarie dog! lol
Yesturday was so funny! Jackie and I went to the hour homeroom and it was just me, her and Gelpke haha. So we helped him put away stuff for a lil and then Katie came in and we hung out for the rest of the time and took some pictures. Then we asked Gelpke if we could leave and he let us, so we ended up goin to shoprite, then dunkin donuts and then walked back home. Then me and Jackin hung out till she had to go home and get ready for graduation. I couldnt go see lisa :( i felt so bad. Ive gotta go to her grad party tho! Then i went to Jess' house and hung out with her and Rita for a bit and we headed over to Kaaliyahs party. It was so much fun, we played DDR went on the internet chilled out, danced in windows for the whole street to see... lol. Kaaliyah i hope you liked your gift! Your party was a lot of fun :). Happy Sweet 16!
Today im either goin to Lauras or goin to see From Justin to Kelly with Nickel... i have NO IDEA! lol i hate having to choose i dont wanna upset ne one :( But hey its the first day of summer! So im happy about that! Whoo hoo!
Omg and again i have to say without Kristen and her posse... i feel like a whole new person! My depression uplifted like 50 percent. Now i dont want to kill myself... and im not attempting to cut my wrists either.. yes people i was when i said i was doing things that i cant tell you. So yea i feel so much better. Although i do have sum random times when im depressed but thats going to happen sumtimes, after all i can never get a new family. But once i go out on my own ill be ok... after all im a Junior now... just 2 more years... thats kinda scary.
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