| Current mood: |  blah |
| Current music: | david letterman on tv |
what do you do when you are being hurt, and you know it is most likely in your head, and the person/people don't even know they're doing it.
what do you do when your life is so great, and you should really have no complaints, but you can't help feeling like something isn't right?
what do you do when you are so lonely that you don't know what to do with yourself? when your time is spent trying to keep in contact with people who aren't as desperate as I? desperate - that is a good description of me right now I think. me, a person who feeds off the energy of groups of people, and is happiest when I am surrounded. me, who is realizing the value of community as each day passes.
how is it that so many of my insecurities come back to me when I haven't heard from or seen someone in a while? I get unusually sad when my inbox is empty for days on end, after sending out numerous emails in a vain attempt to hear how my friends are doing.
what do you do when you would do anything to be there. help you. talk with you. laugh with you. but that's just not an option?
what do you do when your life consists of dreams? dreams that I believe are possible, but there's still that element of doubt.
so many questions that cannot be articulated resting on my heavy mind as I go off to bed.
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