| Current mood: |  bored |
| Current music: | tim hughes |
home alone on thanks giving. woohoo. oh well, I'm getting ready to go to Paula and Craig's house for turkey with the Blue Oasis crew. still, I can't help missing home, and the maritimes, and friends right now. I guess it's only natural...
I feel like I haven't talked to any friends for a long time. today is just a cold, cloudy lonely day. but things are good here. I got paid on friday which is always a good thing. It wasn't as much as I was hoping, but it turned out to only be for one week. So that made me not as worked up again. I also got some money for working at blue oasis before it opened - more than I expected, so things are good.
it's strange trying to be a good big sister from far away. this morning, when I was already so lonely for home, my little sister came on msn and started trying to make me feel guilty for being in Ottawa. she was like "we don't get to have sister days anymore, or go to the mall, or go to the movies!!" and I was trying to explain to her that I can't stay at home forever, but she doesn't get it. we have been talking a little bit, though, about boys and stuff she wouldn't talk to me about in person at home. she offocially has crushes, and goes to parties... all stuff that makes me very very nervous and over protective. I don't know how kids today work. I hear horror stories, and then pray that she has a good enough circle of friends to stay away from that kind of stuff. I hope that she really cares about what she hears in church, and stays true to that under pressure. I am just terrified my little sister will get hurt in some way, and I'm not there to even forsee any of it, and stear her away.
anyways. I'm just emotional/thoughtful today. I need to go finish getting ready for wonderful turkey, and head down to blue oasis.
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