| Current mood: |  melancholy |
| Current music: | U2 - Sunday bloody sunday |
She turns like the ocean
She tells no emotion
She's been gunning down the fight
She's just reminiscing
Blood sweat and one things missing
She's been breaking up inside, inside
-Switchfoot
Today is a hard day - you guys have been on my mind for its entireity. At work, tears secretly filled my eyes, now at home they are freely flowing. Tonight this distance is crushing. The dissapointment almost too much to bear. Why can't I be there with you? Why are you in foreign countries without me, when this was supposed to be my time to go too? I am so sick of these questions. The questions that are constantly ringing in my ears; lying in the background of every thought and every conversation. Tonight I don't understand my life. Tonight I don't understand why I'm not there. Tonight I am, once again, missing you and not knowing what to do with myself.
I know you'll tell me it's allright, and that I am in the right place. But that isn't so convincing at moments like these.
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