| Current mood: | cranky |
| Current music: | Alanis - Prescious Illusions |
(That's a scary cranky face! I don't look quite like that when I'm cranky. hah)
Today I sit here waiting to go to work with an overwhelming need for escape. Not from where I am now, but just from life. From everything. I am overwhelmed with junk today, and I just want it to be gone for a while. I want to like my job, I want my parents to get into contact with me just to say hi, and for once not remind me of how much money I owe them. I just want out. Out of my head.
But for now, I will sit here counting the hours, with butterflies in my stomach, until I go to work. I will put on my loud music and let my mind absorb into it and filter everything else out, until I look at the clock again and count down the minutes until I have to go - all the while thinking of the things I should be doing before I go... Ugh. Somebody save me.
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