|Current mood:|| accomplished|
|Current music:||.three doors down.|
Have u ever been in love? Horrible isnt it? It makes u so vulnerable. It opens ur chest and it opens up ur heart and it means that sum1 can get inside u and mess u up. u build up all these defenses, so that nothing can hurt u, then 1 person, no different from any other person, wanders into ur life u give them a piece of u. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb 1 day, like kiss u or smile at u, and then ur life isnt ur own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside u. It eats you out and leaves u crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into ur heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
I feel like there is an ocean inside that's going to explode and i'm never going to be able to stop crying..how can love change so fast? with one motion it can be gone, with one thought, one prayer, one action, you can loose it forever. don't talk to me, don't come over, don't look at me, don't loks into my eyes, i won't see my heart in there ne more.love the most beutiful thing can change in one second to the most visious thing.