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alaynanana¤ (munkyalwayz) wrote,
@ 2004-02-23 12:06:00
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    random stuff i need to put incase i lose it
    -WaitingForYouToBeHereForMe...WaitingForThatSecondChance...ImNeverGoingToGet.



    You made me almost perfect then left me empty.
    ______________________________________
    ^+*?^?*+ --?:[???????????:[?---+*?^?*+^ -???and down onto you darkness shall fall, and burn thou shall. LetTheMetalSaveYou...???

    !?!?????_-:(?l????(w)-_?????!?!=- . -=?**?=- . -oo??oo-

    I'm not a crystal clear image of perfection My faults are the only things shown to your deceiving eyes. I wish I could receive more than rejection But you wouldn't love me no matter how hard I tried. Please take my hand and save me from this infection The decomposing thoughts of happiness are a bliss in my mind You were the savior of the weak And now I am one with the melancholy throbs of hearts that cry thoughout the wo rld.

    I hate humanity from what i've seen - Watch as it destroys me - Don't worry i'll be fine just let me slit me wirst 1 last time - I don't care like i used to - Make the paine go away - Everything about breaking hearts.. i leatned from you - I don't want to wait in vain, For you to love me - Are you afarid of being alone, cuz i am . I'm lost without you - Don't try to fix me i'm not broken - tidal waves they rip right thru me, tears from my eyes warm, cold, and sad. pick me up now.. i need you so bad - I break into two over you - This truth drives me into maddness - Are you ready to be liberated? - Pardon me for screaming, your only breaking my heart.

    Sometimes the place I'm at is at a loss for words
    If I think of something worthy, I know that it's already YOURS

    Through the times I've faded
    and you've outlined me again

    You've just patiently waited to bring me back and then....



    You looked into my life and NEVER STOPPED

    And you're thinking all my thoughts are so simple...

    BUT SO BEAUTIFUL

    And you recite my words right back to me

    Before I even speak. You let me know...

    I am understood.


    You told me that you want to die
    I said I've been there myself more than a few times
    And I go back every once in a while
    You called me lucky, you.. called me lucky
    I'm having trouble breathing..
    Rest in me and I'll comfort you
    I have lived and I died for you
    Abide in me and I vow to you
    I will never forsake you

    Devil's Good Girl
    slayer - exile
    cryptic wintermoon when daylight dies
    get the union underground - revolution man

    - x?- WhyThefregDoYouBetrayMeGod -?x< Should I bite my tounge 'till blood soaks my shirt?

    It's been a bad day,
    another bad day and all I want to do
    is look at you and know I'm okay.
    From where I'm sittin' these shoes ain't fittin'
    and I'm walking backwards, looking down,
    don't see the sky I see the ground.

    Above, below, you look and so you wonder,
    where the time has gone of looking up,
    tomorrows on the way.
    Above, below, you look and so you say,
    when I wake up in the mornin'
    is it gonna be another lonely day?

    BitingMyLip,LetMeCutMyselfOneLastTime

    And I lie awake and I try to say
    Anything I know just to ease your pain
    But you hide away where no one can see
    And it's only you that can set you free

    Now the time has come again
    So you reach deep down within
    To find the strength that you have buried there
    As you turn to walk away you can still hear him say
    You'll never make it in this world alone


    you betray me like i dont even care.one of these days ill fuckin kill myself to show you my pain,to make u understand

    decieved in the darkness, mother do u like these bands-slipknot,korn,kittie,ultraspank,ill nino,murder dolls,nmso4,coal chamber,static-x,fear factory,deftones,godsmack,capstone,mudvayne,hears my cry of sorrow.
    these wounds wont seem to heal, this pain is just to real, theres just to much that time can not erase, when u cried id wipe away all ur tears, when u scream id fight away all ur fears, and i held ur hand thru all of these years, and you still ae my immaginary, i tried sohard to tell myself that your gone, but your still with me
    Track Listing:
    1. Paint The Silence - South
    2. Just A Ride - Jem
    3. Honey And The Moon - Joseph Arthur
    4. The Way We Get By - Spoon
    5. Move On - Jet
    6. How Good It Can Be - The 88
    7. Caught Be The River - Doves
    8. Rain City - Turin Brakes
    9. We Used To Be Friends - The Dandy Warhols
    10. Dice - Finley Quaye & William Orbit
    11. Orange Sky - Alexi Murdoch
    12. California - Phantom Planet
    ??0o~-(_?R?xy?_)-~o0?--..-An angel came down she spoke to me, she read my mind and set me free, gotta seize the day
    )) Inflames:: Trigger
    2)) Cradle Of Filth:: Her Ghost In the Fog
    3)) Opeth:: Black Rose Immortal
    4)) Slipknot:: Iowa
    5)) Opeth:: Harvest
    6)) Opeth:: Sereniity Painted Death
    7)) Opeth:: Forest of October
    8)) Cradle Of Filth:: Dusk and her Embrace
    9)) Cradle Of Filth:: Hurt and Virtue
    10)) Chimaira:: Dead Inside
    11)) Soulfly:: Seek 'n Strike
    12)) Inflames:: Cloud Connected
    13)) Tool:: Ticks and Leeches
    14)) Tool:: Sober
    15)) Nine Inch Nails:: Dead Souls
    16)) Bile:: Fucking Cunt
    17)) Cradle Of Filth:: No Time To Cry
    18)) Ozzy:: Iron Man
    19)) Dimmu Borgir:: Burn In Hell
    20)) Gwar:: Anti-Anti-Christ

    [and down onto you darkness shall fall, and burn thou shall. Let the metal save you]
    : . In Flames - Cloud Connected
    . : . In Flames - Trigger
    . : . Sonata Arctica - Sing in Silence
    . : . Sonata Arctia - Power of One
    . : . Arch Enemy - Dead Eyes See No Future
    . : . Lacuna Coil - Senzafine
    . : . Lacrimosa - Phantom of the Opera
    . : . Killing Heidi - Real People (Sad)
    . : . Metallica - One
    . : . Sonata Arctica - Wolf and Raven
    . : . Metallica - Master of Puppets
    . : . Beyond the Embrace - Bastard Screams
    . : . Beyond the Embrace - Mourning in Magenta
    . : . Beyond the Embrace - ...Of Every Strain
    . : . The Gathering - Shot to Pieces
    . : . AC/DC - Thunderstruck
    . : . AC/DC - Back in Black
    . : . Iron Madien - Brave New World
    . : . Iced Earth - Phantom Opera Ghost
    . : . Iced Earth - Dante's Inferno
    Sentenced - Neverlasting
    2. Sentenced - Dead Moon Rising
    3. Dark Tranquillity - Dobermann
    4. Dark Tranquillity - Monochrome
    5. Devildriver - I Could Care Less
    6. Devildriver - Die (and Die Now)
    7. Nevermore - Enemies Of Reality
    8. Withered Earth - Calculated To Create Terror
    9. Watch Them Die - Torn Pages
    10. Mercury Tide - Why
    11. Entombed - Ensemble Of The Restless
    12. Dies Irae - The Truth
    13. Cryptopsy - Cold Hate, Warm Blood
    14. Chincilla - War Machine
    15. Brainstorm - Doorway To Survive
    16. Bloodbath - Ways To The Grave
    17. As I Lay Dying - 94 Hours
    18. Nightrage - The Tremor
    19. All That Remains - From These Wounds
    20. Aborted - Meticulous Invagination
    1. Brainstorm - Blind Suffering
    2. Brainstorm - Door To Survive
    3. Brainstorm - Shadowland
    4. Chimaira - Passout Of Existence
    5. Chimaira - Army Of Me
    6. Chimaira - Fascination Street
    7. Crooked - Shift
    8. Crooked - Mistake
    9. Dream Evil - The Prophecy
    10. Korn - Right Now
    11. Dark Tranquillity - My Friend Of Misery
    12. Cannibal Corpse - Fucked With A Knife
    13. Cannibal Corpse - Pounded Into Dust
    14. Cannibal Corpse - A Skull Full Of Maggots
    15. Diabolical Masquerade - 1st Movement
    16. Diabolical Masquerade - 17th Movement
    17. Monostrosity - Dust To Dust
    18. Catastrophic - Pain Factor
    19. Vadar - Lord Of Desert
    20. Cattle Decapitation - The Regurgitation Of Corpses
    21. Children Of Bodom - Needled 24/7
    Bloody Roses Kissing My Tears Away
    because of the love showed
    and the believed lies
    all i wanted was to be loved
    but you didn't show me love
    you never gave a fuck about me
    never gave a fuck about anyone
    you'll leave them for the next bitch that will fuck you
    Just like you left me
    with a Blood Stained Heart





    COREY - my mind still functions, but my bodys in pieces...somehow I live says:
    u mean soo much to me alayna, i miss u when im not talking to u, and when i do talk to you im always happy ur really nice to me, u care bout me, i care about u lots and i always wish i could make you happy when ur sad, im sorry about all the stuff i might have said that u didnt like, and i wuld be really sad if i had to live without u
    ^+*?^?*+ --?????????????---+*?^?*+^ ?=?? ??????::.i.insane.clown.posse.:: says:
    aww corey
    your watching my heart being so close to your bleeding thoughts open wounds still breathing, your my everything..
    download: --brand new OK i believe you but my tommy gun dont
    Last Train Home" - Lostprophets

    cauterize - shooting stars



    kiss my fist. taste the floor. tired of your games.
    FUCK OFF GOODBYE

    And I just want to hold you, so that I can be whole myself.
    And I just want you to hold me, so this fall won't skin my knees.
    The door is open and it's cold, and I need you here with me.
    I need some air to breathe so I can keep calling out your name.
    Too Confused, Lost Myself. And I hope one day you'll walk right in and I will warm your hands and I'd say I love you.
    Everyday awake feels like a mistake, I'm walking up stairs and getting nowhere.
    And the time it ticks away from this stupid game we play but I'd never want to stand on the sidelines
    dont apologize i hope you choke and die
    Seventy times Seven


    Hating You, Cant look at you.
    Im going to breakdown, Have the kiss of the razorblade another time.
    You watch me, You just glare?
    Im sad, Im lonely, Im fucked up
    You don't care, but you can stare
    Im broken, and you know you cant fix it.
    You don't mind when I scream, you don't mind when im torn
    I climb the walls, trying to leave this place
    For fucking sake, you can walk away
    Im crying so hard in my heart, I just want out,
    But you just eye me, and look
    I can see it in your eyes, you look so happy
    You hate me, but you just stare?
    I know you had an affair
    But I don't fucking care
    I don't FUCKING Care
    Im like a stick to you
    To broken to care, and you cant bother to repair.
    Now your sitting in that fucking chair
    Remember when I sat on your lap,
    Remember when I asked for help.


    Standing by,
    All the way.
    Here to help you through your day.

    Holding you up,
    When you are weak,
    Helping you find what it is you seek.

    Catching your tears,
    When you cry.
    Pulling you through when the tide is high.

    Absorbing your voice
    When you talk.
    Standing by when you learn to walk.

    Just being there,
    Through thick and thin,
    All just to say, you are my friend.
    -Sammy Tatar-
    Bruised and broken,
    Tattered and torn,
    Shattered and stripped,
    Lonely and lost,
    Hopeless and hated
    You took everything away from me

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    ^+*?^?*+ --????l???????---+*?^?*+^WaitingForYouToBeHereForMe...WaitingForThatSecondChance...ImNeverGoingToGet.

    Good St. Thomas, do me right
    And bring my love to me this night
    That I do look him in the face
    And in my arms may him embrace


    Write Down

    Write your love wish on a sage leaf
    and put it under your pillow for three nights. If you dream of your love wish, then it will come true.



    AScreamOrACry,TheTruthOrALie,ImNotSureTheyWillSaveUsThisTime,IdontWantToBeAroundWhenItAllCumsDownToWatchSomethingBeautifulDie

    These are the feelings that I feel, are classed as an uncontrolled emotional fit.

    Your Friends Will Stand Around, While They Dump You In The Ground.

    I grew up wishing on a star?

    Ive hid the tears , that I have cried, so noone knows, im dying in side-
    This Reality Is really just one FUCKED UP DREAM
    For what is to die but to stand naked in the wind and melt into the sun?
    And what is it to cease breathing, but to free the breath from its restless tides, that it may rise and expand and seek God unencumbered?

    Only when you drink from the river of silence shall you indeed sing,
    And when you have reached the mountain top, then you shall begin to climb.
    And when the earth shall claim your limbs, then shall you truly dance.

    From: The Prophet
    By: Kahlil Gibran

    http://blurty.com/users/quotes

    http://blurty.com/users/quotes

    here are the quotes ..
    I hate the way you're always rightt
    I hate it w h e n y o u l i e
    I hate iitt when you make me laugh
    Even worse ' wen u make me cry
    I hate iiit that you'reee not aroundd
    and the f a c t that y o u didn't call
    but mostly I hate the way I dont hate u
    not even close . . not even a little biit
    n o t e v e n a n y a t a L L



    wAy aWaY
    i think im breaking out. im gonna leave
    u now theres nothin 4 me here iitts all
    the same and even tho i k n o w' that
    evrything might go .. go downhill from
    here ' iiim not afraid way away away
    from hereE i'll be' wayy away awayy
    so u can see` how it feels 2 be alone
    and not believe how it feels 2 b alone
    & not beliievee anything // yellowcard



    it's the hardest thing i'll ever have
    tto do .. to turn aroundd and walk
    away pretending i don'tt love you



    SCrAtcH
    i've been sitting hereEe for hours . burned
    an image of u in my mind . finding comfortt
    in the words u say . but iits not the samee
    i kno ur worth the wait . and i cant explain
    wat im going thru iinsiide . but I would turn
    away the world . just to have u here wiith
    m e t o n i g h t / / A l l i s t e r



    in a room full of people you're
    alwayS the first one i look for



    Stockholm Syndrome
    this iis the fiirst thing ii remember .. now
    its the last thing left on my mind . afraid
    of the dark do yu hear me whiisper . an
    empty heartt replaced with paranoiiaAa
    where do we go life's temporary . after
    we're gone like new years resolutiions
    whyy is this hard do u recognize me . i
    kno im wrong but i cant help beliievingG
    im so lost . im b a r e l y here . i wish iii
    could e x p l a i n myselff' . but words
    escape me . iits too late . to s a v e me
    you're too late . ur too late' // blink 182



    sometimes i wish i could
    fast forward tiiime .. just
    to see iiif in t h e e n d
    i t s a l l w o r t h' i t



    What It Is To Burn
    today's on fiireE . the sky is bleeding above
    me and i am blistered . ii walk these lines of
    blasphemy every day . and still . liike a badd
    star . im falling faster down to him [her] he's
    [she's] the only one who knows . wat iitt iiis
    to burn . i feel d i s e a s e d . iis there no
    sympathy .. from the sun . thy sky's still fiire
    but i am safe in here . from the w o r l d
    outside . so tell meE whats the priiice to pay
    f o r g l o r y ' / / f i n c h



    its amaziiing how someone
    can break ur heartt but stiill
    u insist on loving them with
    everyy siinglee broken biiit



    Numb
    im tired of being hu u want me 2 be feelin
    so faiithless lost under the surface . dont
    kno what ur expecting of me ' . put under
    the pressureEe of walkingGg in ur shoes
    caught in the undertoneee justt caught iin
    the undertone . every step that i takeE iiis
    another mistakeEe to yu . i`ve become so
    numbBb i cant feel u there . i've becomee
    so t i r e d so much more a w a r e . iiim
    becoming this all I want to do . is be more
    like me and be less liike you // Linkin Park



    maybe im not over hiim
    but then again .. maybe
    iii d o n t want to be ?



    Anthem Of Our Dying Day
    the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight . andD
    this is the momenttt that i liiive forr . i can smell the
    ocean air . here i am pouring my heartt onto these
    rooftops` . just a ghost to the world. thats exactly
    exactly wat i need . from upP here the city liiightts
    burn . like a thousand miles of fire . and im here to
    sing tthis anthem of our dying day . for a second i
    wish the tideE will swallow every inch of the ciity
    as you gasp for aiiir tonightt . i'd scream this song
    right in ur face if yu were here . cuz then iii wontt
    m i s s a b e a t cause i never'` . . never have
    b e f o r e / / s t o r y o f t h e y e a r




    its too lateee now _ i've fallen
    for you ' theres |[ nothing ]| yu
    can do except -?catCh ? me



    u kno wen u cant fall
    asleep at niitte ? well
    maybe it`s bcuz ur in
    some1 else `s dreams



    Only One
    broken this fragile thing now & i cant ii
    cant pick up the pieces & ii've thrown
    my words all around but iii cant iii cant
    give u a reason . i feel so broken up &
    i give up . i just want to tell yu so u kno
    here i go . scream my lungs out & try 2
    get 2 u , u r my only one ii let go theres
    just no1 that gets me liike u do . u r my
    only .. m y o n l y o n e // yellowcard



    i cAn sEe foRevEr ' iiiiN yOuRrr eYezZ
    i always wonder wat crosses ur mind
    a s y o u r e y e s m e e t m iii n e



    Buried Myself Alive
    u almostt always pick the best tiiime / to drop the
    worst lines / u almost mde me cry again this time
    another false alarm red flashing lights / well tthis
    time im not going to watch myself die / ii thinkk ii
    made iit a game to play your game and let myself
    cry / buried myself on the inside / so i could shut
    u out 4 a long tiiime. the used-buried myself alive



    if u keep tryin` so hard
    to be everything ur not
    u'll miss everytthing yu
    wereE m e a n t to be



    The Science Of Selling Yourself
    i`ve come to my senses . that i've become senseless
    i could give yu lessons, how to ruiin your friendships
    every last conviction iii've smoked them all away. i've
    drank my frustrations down the draiin out of the way
    so i sit & wait & wonder . does any1 else feel like me
    some1 so tiredd of their routines. & disappearing self
    esteem . im so far gone that deep down inside i thiink
    it`s fine by me . i`m my own worst enemy . i could be
    an expert on `codependency . i could wriite the bestt
    book on underage tragedy . i`ve been spendiiing myy
    timeEe at the local liquor store . let the meanings slipp
    away . lost my faith in another day. self deprecatiiion
    seems okay . i never thought id make it anyway - LTJ



    dont think for a moment that
    i wouldnt die for u. foreverr
    and a day i'll be standing
    r i g h t b e s i d e' youuuu



    im tired. of falling for guys and
    getting hurt . for once i wanna
    fall ' . and n o t g e t h u r t



    Rough Draft
    im breathing in ur skin tonight . quiet iis my loudest cryyy
    wouldnt wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
    and if its healthiiier to leave u be . may a sickness come
    and set me free . kill me while i still believe that u weree
    w e r e m e a n t f o r m e' / / Y e l l o w c a r d



    beiiing away from u
    is slowly driving me
    i n s a n e *'



    iii was b o r n to love you
    and ii`ll neverr be f r e e
    u'll always be a part of me



    The Hero Dies In This One
    sometimes this song feels like a d r e a m . iim
    waiiiting for someone just to wake meEe upPp
    wake me up . from this life -- as i siitt heree all
    alone . i wonderr how im supposed to carryyy
    on when you'ree gonee . ii'll never be the same
    without u . i love u more than you will ever kno
    so maybee now you fiiinally know . sometimes
    we're helpless and alone . but youu can'tt let iiit
    keep u weighted down u must go on. the ataris



    u've hurt me more than words
    can say . but the sad part is ii
    dont `ever want u to go away



    the worst feeling in the world . is loving someone
    who doesn`t love u back . ur heart aches everyy
    time youu see hiiim . knowing that no matter how
    deep youu look into his eyes . trying to reach hiiis
    h e a r t . . . y o u n e v e r w i l l



    The Young And The Hopeless
    and if I make it through today` . will tomorrow be the
    same . am I just running in place .. and iiif i stumbleE
    and ii fall . should ii get up and carry on .. or will it all
    just be the sameE .. cuz iii`m young and im hopeless
    im lost and i know this . im going nowhere fast thats
    what they say . im troublesome i`ve fallen .. its meE
    against this world and i dont care . ii dont care . GC



    wantiiiing to be someone
    ur not . is a waste of the
    person yu already areEe



    Dinner At The Money Table
    i've got a day and a reason'why I should not believe in
    anything . anymore. wats this for ? my time well spent
    i've got all these memories that i cannot believe iin' cuz
    i dont kno where ii've been all these years . all thesee
    years . and do u know this reason . iiii hope that u can
    see it cuz I will not give up . and we all know wat u've
    done again . ii can see right through you . ur making ur
    way over again . . agaiin / / Early November



    the momentt' u feel
    like giving up . justt
    rememberrr why u
    held on for so long



    once again . your eyes make it hard to say goodbye



    i cant get mad at u for hurting me
    over and over again .. bcuz over
    and over again . iii l e t youuu



    Always
    i've been here before a few times . and iim quiite aware
    we're dying . and ur hands they shake wiiith goodbyes
    and i'll take u back if u'd have me . so here i am im ttrying
    so here i am are u ready . and i'll miss ur laugh yur smiile
    i'll admit im wrong if u'd tell me . im so sick of fights i hate
    them . lets start this agaiiin for real / / Blink 182



    sometimes .. wen u liike someone
    that much . u cant really put it into
    words how yu feel . u justt kiinda
    look at them . and' well u just kno



    Welcome To The New South
    welcome home outcasts bcuz ii kno how u have feltt
    over the years the truth is thatt looking at meEe is liike
    lookingg in the mirror . and iii know how iitt feels to be
    the bestt part of a running jokee . to all of yurr friends
    and to be on the edgeee of ur bed' . wiiiith your head
    buried in ur hands wishing that everything would end
    yea ii know how iitt feels to be the lonliestt . welcome
    back outcasts bcuz ii told myself thattt iitt would beEe
    alright . probably about a million times overrr everyyy
    minuteee of all of my life . i kno how iitt feels to be so
    confused that yurr so far outt of control . so u sit and
    wait for a sign . that the coming dayys will be alrighttt
    and youuu drink so u can forget another niight // LTJ



    to love someone is one thing
    but tto be loved by the one u
    loveEe is e v e r y t h i n g



    Dive Right In
    here i go . i'll dive right in . break right thru the waves
    straighttt to the ocean floor . and although my hands
    areEe shaking . i lie perfectly still . cuz im determiined
    to let myself sink down . and i know im buried too far
    down . to feel the warmth of the sun again . ii could
    waveEe my arms and swim away . but never reach
    the shore . but for now ii will layy . facee fiirstt in the
    sand . with the wreckageE from ships that lost theiir
    way . and ii kno im buried too far down . to feel the
    warmth of the sun agaiiin / / story of the year



    .. i n t h e l a s t 3 o y e a r s ` ..
    t e e n a g e ' s u i c i d e h a s
    increased 3oo% in North America



    theres a part of me that wishes . that
    all of my dreams will come true + the
    other part of me' that prays one dayy
    iii ` l l j u s t g e t o v e r y o u u



    everytime ii look into yourrr
    eyes iiiim helplessly aware
    that the someone i've been
    searching for . is siimplyyy
    r i g h t' . . . t h e r e e e



    sometimes the only thing u find
    yourself wishing for . .. iiis for
    someone to be wishing forr yu



    Until The Day I Die
    as years go by i race the clock with you . but iiif
    u died right now . u know that i'd die too i'd dieEe
    too . u remind me of the times when i k n e w
    who i was . still the second handD will catch us
    like it always does . we make the same mistakes
    i take the fall for u . ii hope u need this now . cuz
    i kno i still do . until the day I die . i'lll spill my heart
    for u . for yu . until the day i die . 'll spill my heartt
    for youuuuu ` / / story of the year



    my hopes and dreams' are
    gone they faded away like
    a n` o l d l o v e s o n g



    i dont wish to be everythiingGg
    to e v e r y o n e but i would
    like to be something to someone



    so impossible aS it may
    seem . u've got to climb
    for e v e r y dreamMm



    dont worryy about falling iiin
    love .. bcuz in fairyyy taless
    they u s u a l l y dontt findd
    eachother until the last page



    u cant experience true happiness
    without experiencing truee` pain



    theres just one thing i need
    to know . should iii hold on
    t i g h t e r or just let' go ?



    even after all the pain u
    put me thru . ii still can`t
    get enoughHh of youuu



    i cant breathe wheN
    my heartts broken in
    two . theres no beat
    w i t h o u t' y o u u



    there comes a point in ur life
    where u realize who reallyy
    matters . who n e v e r did
    andDd who a l w a y S will



    people like y o u are the
    r e a s o n' why people
    like me hate themselves



    dont gaze into his eyes
    u'll never get out aliiveE



    i've been waitiiing all my lifeE
    for someone just like u . and
    i know u've been waiting too
    for someone to lovee youuu



    everynight i dream of u . i just
    wiish thattt maybe that dream
    w o u l d ` c o m e t r u e



    im just a dreamer . ii
    dream my life away
    iim just a dreamerrR
    who d r e a m s of
    b e t t e r ` d a y s



    i used to believe in love . but once ur heart's
    been torrn up and thrown all around . u justt
    d o n t s e e m t o c a r e' a n y m o r e



    was my life a mistake or was i the mistake ?



    when i look into ur eyes . myy
    whole world . iiit justt feels so
    right but to me its no surpriiise
    cuz ur the best thing in my life



    suicide is just one person escapiiingG
    the world wiiithout even getting backk
    at the people that made her kill herself



    i already found my prince charming
    but i kno in the end of my faiiiry tale
    hes never gonna end up as miineE



    tell my heart to stop beatiing
    tell my miiind to stop thinking
    throw a stone iiin the ocean
    and tell it to s t o p sinkiing
    tell the sky not to be so blue
    iit is like telling me . not to be
    i n l o v e ` w i t h y o u



    i've loved youu from the beginniiing
    and i'll love u all the way to the end



    excuse meE .. but i thiiiink
    u forgot to giive me` back
    my heart after u so kindly
    r i p p e d `' i t o u t



    Shadows blacken your face
    So I can't taste
    Your lips disgrace
    Paint me black and blue today
    So my skin displays my pain
    Eat the cake
    That cakes my face
    The mask that makes
    Us stake our place
    Make me blind to your deceit
    Take my hand and walk with me
    Lead me to a shallow hole
    Asphyxiation; leave me cold
    Bury me alive
    Unconcious state
    So I'll never know your love's a fake

    alk 3






    you told me that you want to die
    i said i've been there myself more than a few times
    and i go back every once in a while
    you called me lucky, you.. you called me lucky

    you said tonight is a wonderful night to die
    i asked you how you could tell
    you told me to look at the sky
    look at all those stars
    look at how goddamn ugly the stars are

    it's one or another
    between a rope and a bottle
    i can tell you're having trouble breathing

    cause you'll never be okay
    you'll never be okay
    [always feel this way]
    cause things they never work out right
    [the wrong way, the lonely way]
    you'll always be in pain

    you told me that the daylight burned you
    and that the sunrise was enough to kill you
    i said maybe you're a vampire
    you said it's quite possible i feel truly dead inside

    cause you'll never be okay
    you'll never be okay
    [you'll always be in pain]
    You'll always feel this way
    cause things they never work out right
    [the wrong way the lonely way]
    you'll always be in pain

    don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
    don't forget to let your life rot you inside out
    don't forget to let your life rot you inside out


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