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These are journal entrys i write thru my day. ________________________________________ FEB 8 I hate my life, but thats okay right? I dont know how many times i say it a day My parents think everything is fine Im so fake Everyone hates me and I dont get it I cant be myself and i stay out of everyones way. I change myself to be who people like but they somehow hate me even more. It jsut hurts. Hurts so much you couldnt understand. everybody has a story thought right, everyone had something devistationg happen to them.why do i hurt 10x worse. i can never be perfect fo my family or friends.. i do one thing wrong in this family and its world war 3 If i didnt have some of my friends i still have now, I dont know where ill be but i think ill throw my life away. Yeah yeah am i that stupid? but its the truth. I cant beleive people even backstabd or gosspip aout you in the first place.. do they want attention? or do they feel useful. why is it thaat only low/kinda popularr ish people gossip ? how do you think they got popular? by gossiping by the ones that are opposite i guesss People have killed themselves over gossip and its sick. I wish i could just thow all my thought on paper but i cant but ill try through these days Good night ________________________________________ FEB 9 Ahh... Im doing well... Im in Geography right now. Went to Ashleys for lunch had a couple puffs and we talked about witchcraft .... -- -- - (theres more stuff in my journal but i dont wanna mention cauwe i dont hink i should tell anyone :S ) -------Im back on my bed and i did homework all night, as always, I had a huge headachee and im so tried its only 1030 but yeah ttyl ________________________________________ FEB 10 My day was kinda gay.My dad kept me here in the morning . I slept most of it . Last night i am deone of those things Ashley made ((( this info was in the entry i didnt wanna type about or w/e so ill skipp )))) Anyways I got in late after lunch and I went to art. I finished that wax thing But im like "Hey dayna, remmeber new years? " shes like yeah that was great" - blah dont feeell likign writing next - I got an extension on my bio . Im really sad and i dont know exactly why My dads yelling at me right now.. .My mom yelled at me like 6000 times ni the last hour Well i think im gunna go Good night Alayna rae ________________________________________ FEB 11 Hey its alayna again duh I wrote and addition 2 poems "I hate you " and " hoe" it was at 12 30 am last ngiht when i did. right now im in the classroom the shannon everyone else is in the gym . I hate _ _ _ _ _ so much. I met the new girl she seems cool she came from st james,. Shannon just left and im alone. I have to work on my biographynow bye. Hey again Just finished French we watched some Finding Nemo and now im outside waiting for my dad. Im freezing my ass off - my hands are numb- anson sarah and the hippies just left my company. Hey im in my room 115 am - tonight was cool- i went shopping for 4 hours and got one pair of pants ahhaah then i watched the OC!!! It was great, guy almost killed himself . the girl iss the prettiest girl ive ever seen cept alexis bledel and amy lee .. geo tomorrow ive beens tuddying since 1030- corey called me. He want sto hit on shannon then dayna then me whenever i want a bf .. I made a deal with him but im gunna go Alayna ps i left my msn on ________________________________________ Feb 12 Hey im using britanys pen. she kinda ditched me and sat with Jessica but thats cool. Im bored im in langueage and got noghting to do well i do but dont know how to do kit OH I KNOW I gotta study geo Later -- ________________________________________ Well those are my thoughts on the last coupld weeks, ttyl Post a comment in response: |
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