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|Current music:||"What a girl wants"-B2K|
I'm updating just to say that I updated
The whole thing with Palmer was supposedly a big misunderstanding and I got to the bottom of it, now I just have to talk to him and let him know that we really are cool now, cuz when I told him we were on thursday...I didn't mean it.
But anyway the thing that made me so mad was that guys are all just playas and they think they can pull shit on us just because we're girls. They don't seem to realize that they can hurt us when they play us. So then every now and then you find gurls who aren't playas and they do have feelings for other people but they've just come to a point in their lives where they realize that its ok to play guys because more than likely the guy is playin her too. And its not a thing of wanting to hurt guys but its more of a protection thing. A gurl's feelings won't be hurt if she finds out her boyfriend is playing her because she's playin him too. Its all about protecting your pride.
But deep down inside the gurl knows that its wrong to play the guys so she decides she's gonna tie herself down to just one guy...and its hard because guys are always tryin to halla at her...but anyway, she's tied down to this one guy for a whole three weeks (it might not sound like a long time but it is) and she's really proud of herself cuz for once she's only with one guy...and then she finds out he's playin her. But its not just her that finds out....everybody knows...so now he's humilated her and not to mention proving her point that guys are just dawgs who play their girlfriends. Then he has the audacity to say that he wants to be cool with her whether they're boyfriend and girlfriend or just friends. So of course she's like what the hell? You expect me to be your girlfriend after what you did to me? So of course she ends the relationship and it hurts her heart because she really, really liked this guy.
Well the guy tells one of his homeboys....and the homeboy calls the ex girlfriend and it turns out that the guy wasn't playin her...he was only friends with the girl and the girl had a boyfriend.
So the girl that was played gets her hopes up cuz she thinks there's a chance that her and the boy might get back together but then her ex boyfriend's homeboy told her that the boyfriend was mad and he said "fuck it"
So the relationship is dead and now she knows for a fact that boys are all playas and theres no point in trying to be someone's one and only if they aren't gonna be hers. SO she might as well go back to her old ways of talkin to 2 and 3 or 4 different guys at a time.
But there still lies that underlying fact that tells her that just because boys are playas and they don't treat girls right, doesn't mean that she has the right to treat them like they treat her. But its hard to do the right thing sometimes. But know she likes another guy...and a bunch of other guys are tryin to halla at her so now she's all confused cuz she doesn't know what to do...the only thing she's sure of is that she really likes this new guy...
Ok yea so anyway, I said me and palmer were cool but we aren't...and I really don't care...I'm over it now...its not even that serious.
Friday night was off the chain...the game was really fun except those byrnes people are country hicks...they're nice tho...they're just country. Me and Fifty had a real good time talking and it was real fun but it was real straight so it was a nice night and all of that.
Saturday night I went out and it was straight. And I got a tight message on my phone. So yea anyway...I need to finish my Galileo paper and I need to work on my oral report, and I also need to study for my biology test...but yea so anyway...I'm gonna go...maybe he'll call me today.