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| Current music: | Jessica Simpson _ I'm gonna love you forever |
life sux
why me....why always me....people always have to make pleasure in destroying me...and hurtin me....always...for awhile me and my friend justin were talkin always....and we were hangin out alot...yesturday we went to the beach and hung out he really acted like he liked me and then everything was perfect ...he said he'd date me but then he today sais he can't he doesn't really love me...:'(...i hate life
ColorofNight6969: hi....
deadheadbob87: hey
ColorofNight6969: wuts up??
deadheadbob87: nothin much
deadheadbob87: chillin
deadheadbob87: you?
ColorofNight6969: are u mad at me?
ColorofNight6969: same
deadheadbob87: no
ColorofNight6969: are u sure?
deadheadbob87: I just got back from the skatepark
deadheadbob87: i'm tired
deadheadbob87: yes i'm sure
ColorofNight6969: i know
ColorofNight6969: wut about the e-mail?
deadheadbob87: I got it
ColorofNight6969: ur not mad about it?
deadheadbob87: no
ColorofNight6969: ok....
deadheadbob87: why should I be?
ColorofNight6969: i thought u might be
ColorofNight6969: sorry
ColorofNight6969: how come u never called me?
ColorofNight6969: i was kinda sad and stufff
deadheadbob87: I dunno
ColorofNight6969: its ok
ColorofNight6969: so.....
ColorofNight6969: do u have n e thin to say?
deadheadbob87: about what?
deadheadbob87: the email?
ColorofNight6969: n e thing?...
ColorofNight6969: that too
ColorofNight6969: n e thing off the top of ur head
ColorofNight6969: about yesturday
ColorofNight6969: about me?
deadheadbob87: I had lots of fun and it was great to see you again
deadheadbob87: your brother's really cool
ColorofNight6969: i just wanna know wut ur thinkin...whether its negitive or not....lol...thankz...
ColorofNight6969: i'm sorry for hittin you alot yesturday....i dunno why i did that
deadheadbob87: lol
deadheadbob87: no it's ok
deadheadbob87: i'm a big boy
ColorofNight6969: lol
deadheadbob87: they were love taps
deadheadbob87: lol
ColorofNight6969: ;-)
ColorofNight6969: I love you :-[
ColorofNight6969: alot
ColorofNight6969: :'(
deadheadbob87: I wanna get something off my chest
ColorofNight6969: ok
ColorofNight6969: please tell me
deadheadbob87: I really like you.....but it's more of really good friends. I don't think that I want to really go out with you
deadheadbob87: i don't want to hurt you and I know that's what i've been doin and I realize that
ColorofNight6969: um...ok...
deadheadbob87: i'm really sorry
ColorofNight6969: :'(
ColorofNight6969: was it sumthin i did
deadheadbob87: but i've just been thinking about it alot lately and it's been getting me stressed
deadheadbob87: no you didn't do anything
deadheadbob87: I dunno why
ColorofNight6969: ...i'm sorry
deadheadbob87: i'm really really really sorry
ColorofNight6969: ...
ColorofNight6969: its ok...i'll be ok....i think.....eventually....i dun want you to feel bad....u can feel or do w/e u like
deadheadbob87: but i feel bad noying that I did this to you and sort of led you on
ColorofNight6969: its ok.....
deadheadbob87: it's just I don't want to hurt you anymore
deadheadbob87: and I felt bad for leading you on
ColorofNight6969: i dun want you to feel bad..even though i'm crying i'll try to get over it....i'm sorry for like forsing you to like me...and say uloved me
deadheadbob87: but I had a really good time yesterday
deadheadbob87: no you didn't force me to do anything
deadheadbob87: please don't cry
ColorofNight6969: y couldn't you have told me this b4
ColorofNight6969: like yesturday
deadheadbob87: I dunno
deadheadbob87: because I couldn't bring myself to do it
ColorofNight6969: or when i asked you to go....or even when u said u and keri were over
ColorofNight6969: y did u tell me that we would be together
ColorofNight6969: and that it would be us
deadheadbob87: I dunno
deadheadbob87: I didn't have my mind made up then
ColorofNight6969: ok
deadheadbob87: i'm sorry
ColorofNight6969: ....
deadheadbob87: ooooook
Kittie
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